What else?

What else should i do to please your heart? You told me that we should have some understanding, but now, where all thus understanding have gone? Quite, silent, no sound, no reaction. All that reveals is some unknown motif war! I just can't understand the men's! First, they were Angles, then they were Evils! Sometimes i just lost my faith, to count on them. To depend on them. First they tell that they love you, then they will rip it all your heart away! I have been hurt for so many times, but why am i have to be hurt for one more time? I don't wanna get hurt for the rest of my life. I rather die or not to fall in love again! But it just so hard to resist it. I am so soft-hearted. I'm easy and quickly to forgive someone, or to accept something new. Did i deserve this? Maybe? Perhaps? Is it some punishment for me to hurt someone in my past? Well yeah i admit that i have done something wrong, i hurt someone. But it's just the one time. I quickly get out of his life. I don't wanna trouble his life anymore. Maybe it's a punishment to me i guess. I hope that i am strong enough to through this. It is true what Tio (some friends) said, during 3 month on the early relationship are the honeymoon time. The 4 month is where all the drama begins. Yes and it's true. Seems like the history repeating again. Please tell me what's wrong with you? Is there had something wrong with me? What else should i do to make you happy? What else should i do to see you smile? Please tell me! Seems like you're the one who break the rules of understanding! What else should i do? Please tell me!

BERHENTI BERHARAP by Shiela On 7


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