Thursday, December 23, 2010

Dreams

As I close my eyes and begin to sleep
I dream of you and it feel so deep
My dream travel back to the memory of past
Where you'll be the first, the one and the last
I miss the moment when you talk to me
When my heart beating faster seeing you smile at me
I hate the feel when you're not around
Cause I'm going weak and my world turn upside down
As I have lost you for the few years of past
Now God finally answer my prayer at last
HE sent you back to me to be my lover
For me to cherish you, forever and ever
I pray to God, please don't take you away from me
Only if the death that be our destiny
Thanks sayang for giving me a chance
And I swear to God that you're my only one

Saturday, December 11, 2010

Sumpah Terkejut

It's been a while since i last chatting and talking to my friend Amirul Dzarif. Then suddenly today i open his page and viewing his latest picture and something amazed me... He's engaged!!!! Sumpah terkejut. If i'm not mistakes, wasn't Mirul a gay? And if i'm not mistakes jugak la, the person yang dia get engaged jugak tu was his cousin.... Aida. But, sumpah tak pasti. But whatever it is, I'm happy for them. Diorg dah bertunang dalam bulan 10 ke 11 hari tu, tapi sumpah aku tak perasan. Maybe sebab jarang online and busy exam kot. Syukur, at last Mirul being a man. Hopelly he will remain that way forever... May God bless their relationship.

I know it's kindda late for me to say this, but congrats to Amirul and Aida.


Thursday, December 9, 2010

Kelentong Si Cik T

I stay up late last night due temporary insomnia. Then suddenly one of an old friend online. His name was Ameer Nazrin Moore. He was Eurasian. His dad was British and his mum were Malaysian. Well I met him only once during a public speaking contest that held at Senawang 2 High School, Seremban. It was during my highschool time. We'll exchange number and so on.

Well yesterday, well actually last night, I suddenly 'hola' him at FB chat, due to freaking boring and had no one else to chat with. Then suddenly after tired of reminding him who am i, i ask him did he know my friend Cik T (a nickname that we give her during highschool), then he said yes. And the rest I'll let this chat statement speak for itself.......ahaks........


Me: Do u know mira from PZ?

Ameer: eeww...yes i know her

Me: erm

Ameer: pls dont tell her i said dat

Me: did she tell u how did she get your number?

Ameer: nope. i did wonder why n how... hahaha

Me: she get it from my cellph

Ameer: oooo ceh...

Me: she kindda steal it from me

Ameer: patot la

Me: i dunno until u guys dating

Ameer: shes a pschyo

Me: hahahaha. agak la

Ameer: eww pls dont remind me

Me: y? y? hehehe

Ameer: SHE FUCKING TOLD ME THAT SHE HAD A HEART DISEASE!!!!

Me: hahahahaha (almost fainted hearing this statement)

Ameer: ____-"

Me: hahahahah...lol lol lol

Ameer: she tried to kiss me but i mengelak

Me: rasa nk gelak guling2

Ameer: hahahaha

Me: shoot..hahahaha

Ameer: eww eww eww

Me: hahahhahah....seriouslly? OMG OMG OMG

Ameer: yessss

Me: OMG OMG OMG. after all this years now i find out the truth. OMG! So funny! funny sgt!

Ameer: did u know she lied about having an amnesia?

Me: nope

Ameer: ____-"

Me: hahahahah how?

Ameer: kereta langgar tiang red light

Me: hahahahaha. how in an earth did she.........? hahahaha

Ameer: i dunno lah. gila la dat girl.

Me: hahahahaha OMG OMG OMG

Ameer: pastu ckp kt i yg dia laku gila kt skolah and ramai laki nak dia. -____- kalau cun takpe
gak, ni muka mintak selipar........

Me: HAHAHAHAHAA

Ameer: -________-

Me: LOL LOL serious i nk guling2 gelak ni. OMG sakit perut.

Ameer: mmg patot pon, hahaha, seriously pschyo

Me: hahaha btw, i bkn mcm die erk

Ameer: the only reason i dated her because i kesian

Me: i stabil.... hahaha ok

Ameer: i tanak la bila tau dia camtu terus bla kan? so kena sabarlah huhuhu

Me: hahahaha

Ameer: jalan nk tarik2 bra pulak kan! haih... problem oo...

Me: hahahaha shoot seriously?

Ameer: btw, how and why she amek no i?

Me: selama ni konon in love sgt dgn u. i tatau. die curi from my cellph, sbb i pun slalu lepak
rumah dia

Ameer: but she didnt know me kan?

Me: nope, cuma i pernah cerita

Ameer: hello, smpi sekarang kot she tunggu i. scarry huhuhuhu

Me: pasal public speaking tu la. hahaha

Ameer: br hr tu she nk chat dgn i in fb

Me: i just cerita yg i tertarik dgn nama u and dia punya gedik, pegi amek. hahaha

Ameer: she said "do u remember me?"

Me: hahahaa

Ameer: and i said "nope, don't think so" hahaha

Me: jahat. so mean :P

Ameer: i know, but it's for the best. kang tak pasal2 i bukak pintu rumah dia tunggu kat luar.
eee takutnye

Me: hahahaha OMG smpi ke situ u fikir

Ameer: she has potential hehehe

Me: hahahah damn

Ameer: mana taknye

Me: u're so mean hahaha

Ameer: she said bapak dia hantar bodyguard ke everywhere she goes. -____- and she ada
tunang la, ape la

Me: hahaha pschyo gile

Ameer: membe u gak hahahaha

Me: tapi dia mmg kaki kelentong pon

Ameer: ye ke?

Me: kat sekolah ape semua yg dia ckp, kitorg erm iye

Ameer: die kerabat ke?

Me: then x amek pot...hahahaha membongak la, percaya la

Ameer: hahahah

Me: imagination tinggi

Ameer: and then try to convince i yg dia half indon like me, so she mula ckp indon. kantoi
bnyk gile

Me: hahahaa

Ameer: but i senyap je la

Me: die tiru i la tu

Ameer: aih..mcm2

Me: i penah close dgn an indonesian lawyer, so i terikut-ikut ckp indon

Ameer: yeke

Me: n she did learn from me

Ameer: so dia pon nk la ni

Me: i gueess so

Ameer: hahahaha

Me: hahaha

Ameer: tu la pasal. k lah, hav to go now kay? nk tido. penat wo. anyway good to keep in touch
with old mates.


Seriously after this chat i gelak guling2 and my perut cramp sebab banyak gelak. What in an earth were she thinking? I never tot her imagination could be that wild and pschyo.

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Sentap!

Fine! Sentap dgn teddy bear! Geram! Sesuka hati je nak bully aku! Nak tengok aku merajuk? Fine I will show you!

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Tribute to Nurul Nadia bt. Zainarruddin

I just read this story from FB share, and it does touch my heart a lil. So i hope you all like it and learn the lesson from it.




Name aku Amir.. Aku de sorg awek.. Sorg??? huhu.. Awek aku ni mmg lawa giler r!! Sbb die lawa tu r aku ngn membe2 aku berebut.. Nasib aku baik la, aku dpt jugak die....memandangkan aku ni pun kategori org yg handsome.. hahaha..

OOPS! lupe! Name awek aku ni Nadia.. Kitorg x same kampung tp satu sekolah.. Satu hari ni aku dpt twrn smbung blajar kt satu IPTA ni.. Awek aku pn dpt.. Alhamdulillah result SPM kitorg cemerlang walaupun aku pun x percaye boleh dpt 7A.. Hahaha.. Tp mmg giler r.. Walaupun kos yg ditawarkn same, tp aku terlambung kt utara n die lak kt Selatan..

Die ni kuat jeles tu jgn ckp laa.. hidup aku dia yg aturkan.. selama aku satu sekolah dulu, jgn hrp la aku nk kuwa ngn membe2 perempuan aku.. Jgnkn kuwa same, pndg pun x boleh.. Kdg2 aku rimas jugak ngn die.. T aku ckp byk ngn die, mau die marah2 then merajuk.. Benci tul aku.. Aku tau die sygggg sgt2 kt aku. Aku tau die mmg x lyn mane2 lelaki yg cube usyar line die.. Kdg2 aku bengang jugak if ade lelaki yg hntr2 msj kt die walaupun die x reply..

Tp sebenarnye aku ade sorokkan sumthing drp die.. Disebabkan kitorg pun da terpisah jauh, aku mule la nk test market kt utara ni.. Jahatkn? Aku rase bebas!!! Aku pn rase die mcm tu jgk kot.. Yelah, die kn lawa.. Msti r ramai jantan usyar die.. Disebabkan aku nk menutup perasaan prasangka yg buruk2 tu, aku mula r berkawan ngn ramai perempuan kat sini.. Setiap kali org tanye status aku, mesti aku jwb aku single.. Aku selalu kuwa ngn member2 perempuan aku kat sini.. Mmg lagak cm org single.. Aku selalu teringatkan die time aku tgh berfoya2.. Bile wktu mlm sebelum tidur, msti die yg call aku.. Aku? Kdg2 kot.. Tp aku syg sgt kt die.. Aku ckp kt die, membe2 aku kt sini semuanye jantan.. Die ckp die pun same.. Sebelum kitorg end call mst die cerita2 kenangan kami bersama.. Die selalu ckp, "kalau sy da x de baru awk leh gatal dgn perempuan lain".. Kdg2 aku mrh die sbb die ckp yg bukan2 walaupun hakikatnya aku mmg da menggatal da pun.. Kdg2 aku selalu jgk create pergaduhan ngn die.. byk kali die nangis time gaduh2 ngn aku.. pernah tu aku tertengking dia.. kesian die.......



"SAYA SAYANG AWAK! SAYA NAK AWAK!"

Tibe2 aku terkejut drp lamunan.. Rupa2nye member perempuan aku, Tiqah.. Aku pn dgn bangang aku terima..

Mase duit PTPTN kuwa, aku beli sebijik henpon lg. Satu henpon khas tok msj Nadia, satu g utk Tiqah.. Dlm tempoh aku belajar kt sini, mcm2 tipu aku wat.. Aku tipu dua2 perempuan tu.. Tp hati aku tetap sygkn Nadia.. Mungkin sbb jauh, perasaan tu kdg2 bercampur.. Tiqah pn mcm Nadia.. Sejak aku couple ngn minah ni, aku dah x kuwa ngn member2 perempuan lain.. semuanya kembali mcm mase aku ngan Nadia dulu.. Aku terasa bersalah sgt.. Tp dlm mase yg same aku just nk hilangkan perasaan bosan sorg2 kat sini.. "Kalau la Nadia tau.." Kdg2 aku terfikir nk berterus-terang.. Tp aku x berani.. Kalau dulu aku tidur pukul 1.30, sekarang ni pkul 3.30 kdg2 pkul 4.. Yelah sbb nk gayut dgn dua2.. Semua org x tahu siapa aku sebenarnya walaupun roomate aku sendiri.. Setiap kali aku balik kampung, Nadia x balik.. Yelah.. U dgn sekolah mane same.. Cuti lain2.. Cume ade sekali tu kitorg dpt cuti same2.. Cuti raye kn.. Time aku jumpa ngn Nadia, aku sorokkan henpon satu lg tu kat rumah.. Nadia makin lawa! Berseri2.. Mane2 lelaki tgok gerenti r cair ni.. Nadia ckp cinta die hanya utk aku.. Selama die berpisah dgn aku, die semakin rindu, semakin syg n cintakn aku.. Utk hilang rase camtu, die habiskan mase dgn belajar.. Kdg2 die ckp belajar smpai tau2 da mlm.. Die happy sbb hati aku masih x berubah utk dia sorang.. ERR! aku terasa bersalah sgt.. "Kalau sy da x de, baru awk leh gatal dgn perempuan len tau!" ckp die sambil tergelak2.. Perkataan tu da berjuta kali kot die sebut.. Aku tgok muke die yg lembut tu.. Die bersuara, kalau habis belajar, die nk aku ikat die sebagai tunang.. Pastu die nk kami kerja, kumpul duit byk2 n kahwin then sambung belajar lg.. Beria2 die menceritakan impian die kt aku...



Permainan aku berlarutan sehingga sem yg ke 4...

Pada satu hari ni aku g makan ngn Tiqah mcm biasa... Heboh kampus aku jd tuan rumah untuk satu pertandingan perbahasan antara IPTA. Kebetulan hari ni ulangtahun ke 3 aku ngan Nadia.. Mcm biase aku g mkn ngn Tiqah kt cafe.. Mase Tiqah tgh ambil lauk, aku terniat hati nk cek msj die.. Terhenti jantung aku, berlambak2 msj sorang jantan yg bersayang2 kt inbox dia.. Aku pn angin r.. Mase Tiqah duduk, aku soal2 dia smpai menangis minah tu.. Sebelum ni x terniat pulak aku nk cek.. Tiqah ckp die ttp sygkn aku.. Aku pun mula terfikirkn Nadia.. Tibe2 ade sekumpulan awek dtg kat meja aku time2 gini la pulak.. X lame pastu aku nmpk Nadia.. Aku menelan air liur.. Rupe2nye, Nadia ambil bahagian dalam pertandingan tu.. Bila Tiqah nmpk ramai2 awek tu dtg kt aku, pelik r die.. N dgn kuasa Allah, semua terbongkar pada saat tu.. and Tiqah sendiri mengaku yg dielah awek aku kt depan Nadia.. Aku tgok Nadia menangis.. Die x bercakap sepatah haram perkataan pun.. Cume die berikan aku sekotak hadiah ulangtahun kami sebelum dia tinggalkn aku.. Aku terus putuskan hubungan aku ngn Tiqah.. Mase aku balik hostel, puas aku call Nadia.. Aku hntr msj berlambak2 kt die.. die x reply pn... Aku sedar, die dah benci aku..

Rupanya Nadia masih menerima aku.. Aku happy sgt2.. Aku berjanji x nk kecewakn die lg.. 2 minggu kejadian itu berlalu.. Org2 sekeliling aku mula menjauhkan diri daripada aku.. Nk2 yg member2 perempuan aku la.. Aku dah x kesah da.. Aku dah berubah.. Aku cuma nk dapatkn keputusan yg cemerlang sampai time akhir sem nanti. Aku nk dptkn kerja baik2.. Apa2 pun aku nk ikat Nadia dulu.. Kdg2 aku berasa malu sgt kt Nadia nk2 bila teringatkn mak ayah dia.. Nasib baik die x pergi report kat mak n ayah dia.. hehe.. Dlm tgh syok2 berangan sambil membelek2 kemeja baru hadiah ulangtahun daripadanya mase hari kejadian tu, tibe2 aku dpt msj drpd member Nadia.. "Nadia eksiden!" Ermm.. Hati aku tibe2 jd x sedap.. Msj kedua drp member die smpai lg.. Terasa panas muka aku bile bace msj tu.. "Nadia da X DE.. Die kne langgar ngan kereta mase lintas jln.." Mcm org gila pas aku bace msj tu.. Aku ambil keputusan balik kejap kampung walaupun terpaksa ponteng kelas..



Aku rase kosong.. Kosong sgt.. Teringat gelak tawa die, teringat suara die, muke die yg lawa tu.. Aku menangis dlm bas.. Aku x peduli ngn org2 yg pndg aku.. Kali ni aku betul2 menyalahkan diri aku.. Semua kenangan aku ngan Nadia bermain dlm kepala aku.. Aku xmampu menahan perasaan sedih ni.. Berulang kali aku bace msj terakhir Nadia mlm td.. "Awk, sy nk tido.. Mcm biase, sy sygkn awk utk selamanye walaupun awk da lukekn ati sy, sy maafkn... Tp ingat! Kalau sy x de baru awk leh gatal ngn perempuan len tau! Hehe.. Nk mrh la tu.. Sy leb awk! Sweet dreamz.." Ya Allah! Kuatkn hatiku ni.. Semasa aku sampai, jenazahnya belum tiba lagi.. Ye.. Aku pun terus mencoretkan kisah ini.. Semoga menjadi pengajaran kt korang.. Air mata aku berguguran sepanjang mencoretkan kisah ni.. Tapi aku tau, Nadia x kn kembali da.. X de lg msj Nadia, panggilan Nadia.. X de dah ungkapan "kalau sy x de" tu dah..

Teman2.. Aku mintak sedekahkanlah fatihah utk nya.. Mungkin ada yg memperlekehkn kisah aku ni.. Tp bg aku, inilah kisah yg plg bermakna utk aku.. Utk selamanya aku menyayangi kau, Nurul Nadia bt Zainarruddin..

Mungkin kejap lagi jenazahnya tiba.. Aku nk bersiap2 utk beri penghormatan terakhir buat die yg aku sygi.. Sememangnya cinta die utk aku shgga akhir nafasnya... Aku mampu merelakan pemergiannya... Tabahkn hatiku Ya Allah.... -Al Fatihah.....



NOTE: Al-fatihah to Nadia, may her soul rest in peace. And to others, this is some lesson that we need to learn and realise about how the deep the love is...



Monday, December 6, 2010

Which one?

Well, in my previous post, I've already tell about my childhood crush right? So now I'm showing his picture.. Well some old picture that i snap during our sports day. He was in form 5 while I'm in form 3. Gosh I really miss the high school moment.




Which one is him? Sh...........it's a secret. Tapi to sape yg dah tau tu, diam2 sudey.... Hehehe... Gosh I miss this moment. The time i curi2 to snap his pict... He sort of like a love from the first sight.. Imagine, the huge crush since 10 years old......... I'm so in love with him. It just that i'm still not so sure either he will be mine or we will remain just as a friends....

Sunday, November 28, 2010

Childhood Crush

First of all, i wanna wish congrats to all of my buddies yang baru je grad siang tadi. Sorry aku tak datang convo, ade masalah dunia dengan Encik Naz.

Oh maybe you may think it's the old Naz, Nazire rite? Nope! But it's Nazrul. He was my childhood crush since i was 10 years old. I have a huge crush on him for so freaking long time. Suddenly one day, recently, i found him at FB. Then i add him. Well i didn't expect anything just hoping he could accept then that's it la. Then suddenly he msg me on FB. I'm so freaking amazed and excited. While on that night i have a McD annual dinners party. Due to excited because he msg me, then after that we exchange number and keep texting each other on the phone, i didn't really enjoy the annual dinner party. Ramai yang ajak enjoy, join the dance floor...but I'm not in mood. All i wanna be while that is with my cell phone.

He really makes me flying without wings. Gosh i dunno what else to said. It's like a dreams come true. I have been waiting for this moment for so long, and now God finally answer my wish.

Honestly he's not the typical guy that i use to date. He kindda 'mulut puaka' type of person. And aku memang selalu kena sembur dengan die especially about my appearance, sebab dia cakap sexy sangat. WTF? Sexy ke haku? Tak de makne! And one more thing, he's black. Tapi hitam manis la kate org. Aku punya taste kan memang pelik.

And now, we're kindda flirting with each other, but haven't declare anything yet. Oh and yg tambah buat aku berbunga-bunga, he said that he have a crush on me too during high school... Tapi si blacky sengal lagi ego itu tak reti nak tegur aku! Very the vavi one. Heh!

Damn!!!!!!!! And you're the place my life begins, and you will be the end, i'm flying without wings... Kali ni aku sure, aku tak bertepuk sebelah tangan lagi macam masa zaman sekolah dulu. Nak tengok rupe die? Nanti dulu...sampai masa aku show ye pict die nanti :P

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

I'm flying without wings

Gosh...i'm so freakin happy and excited and keep blushing. I feel like i'm flying without wings. Thanks for making me smile... I have been waiting for such a long time to hear you saying that. And now God have finallly answer my prayer...

Saturday, November 20, 2010

Everything is a mess.....

Everything that i do, it still remind me of you. Please go away from me. Dear memory, please go away....far far away from me. I need my life back.... I need me.. Even when i went out with Fik, or some other scandal, i still can't get you off my mind. My heart rebel. I will and want to do everything that you use to stop me from doing it. So now, i'm gonna get a belly, nose, thung and lower mouth pierce... Or maybe one or two from that... You hate me wearing short skirts....So another point... Oh what else...yeah stop contacting you... Perhaps i should purposly let you see me having a date with another guy? Or perhaps.....erm...whatever.....gosh.... I guess i'm a lil insane right now.... I better go to sleep before this things get worse....

Friday, November 19, 2010

Thanks

Thanks Eddy & Fik kerna buat aku tersenyum. Thanks Eddy even, you busy macam mane pun tadi, still ade mase tok melayan perempuan gila macam i ni. Thanks Fik cause u always be there when i need you. You're the best guy friend i ever had. Sumpah tak tipu. Tapi dalam masa yang same Eddy secara tak sengaja buat aku ter-rindu kat dia. Shoot.... Rasa nak salai je ko tadi Eddy. Tapi tak pe. Dimaafkan...
Hopefully plan nak merayap hari ahad ni jadi. Kalau tak jadi memang aku tenyeh si Arep dgn Haris, si master mind plan ni. Oh diorg cakap aku cute rambut pendek... Wah terus terasa mulut sampai ke telinga. Hehehe...
Hari tu dengan baik hatinye si Arep simpankan aku mcchiken supreme and si haris bagi oj utk bwk balik melantak time supper.....Indahnye... Thanks korang....terharu mak noks...hehehe
Susah pulak nak tido ni....
Hopefully esok Mr Chipsmore and Fik and Willy online dan melayan kerenah cik gedik ini lagi kerana dia sangat memerlukan perhatian mereka untuk mengelakkan dia dari melakukan kerja-kerja gila iaitu seperti mengamuk di public dan memukul dan menghentak seorang insan setan yang pernah buat dia terluka.
-The End-
P/S: Entry ini di tulis semasa diri ini sedang kukoo, tidak retard dan tidak juga normal.....cuma in the middle.... TQ

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha

Shoot....i should have going back home. At least cuti one day for raya. Ini tak...nak jugak rasa keje time raya... SO hamek kau.... Kan dah emo awal-awal pagi ni. Dah la kena keje pagi... Lagi snap! Sayu je hati dengar takbir raya awal-awal pagi ni.... Rase nak melalak and balik Seremban sekarang jugak je... NI mau aku buat gile karang, balik lepas keje nanti... Ape aku kesah...Seremban dekat je. 2 houus travel. Whatever it is...just wanna wish you guys Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha... Huwa....nak rendang daging....Damn.... I miss Mama.....

Thursday, November 11, 2010

Life

"In life, Allah doesn't give you the people that you want, instead, He gives you the people that you need. To hurt you, to love you and to make you exactly the way you should be"

(A friend name Rasyid who give me this meaningful quote. Thanks. I know you been following my blog. And i hope you will contact me back. I really have a things to share & to tell you. And i think i miss you too.)

I just browse some old books then i find those old quotes. I was still in high school while that. I'm kindda miss that moment.

Friday, October 15, 2010

I'm Moving On

I guess i have no feelings for you anymore. The only things that remain was just the memory. I'm moving on. I love my life. I love myself. I am with with my friends, and my favorite junior...(you guys know who). All of them are very supportive. And so as Kak Suraya and my Abg Khairul. I can live without you. You're just the memory from the past. But still, i can and will remain as your friends and no more than that. Well how i wish to have Mr D, but.........erm....

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Hikayat 1001 malam...

It was fun. Danial sit right next to me. Dan dia melayan saja kegedikkan aku ini. Hehehe... Tapi dalam masa yang sama aku masih teringat. Si Afiq setan punya pasal la. Dia yang ingatkan. Dah la petang tu aku emo kejap. Worth jugak aku pergi dinner tu. At least malam tu aku happy sikit. Plus si panjang itu ade...

Tapi yang tak best, aku tak dapat nak sakat si Tera lebih2. Sebab aku janji just untuk malam tu je aku tak kacau die. I did keep my promise. Konon control perangai la sebab Danial ada sebelah. Tapi hari tu malam pergi makan kat lilin dengan Mak Jah and budak group yang tolong die showcase tu, Tera and Danial ada menyebuk, pun aku selamba je sakat Tera. Siap lari kejar2 lagi...hehehe.. Tapi masa tu belum angaukan si panjang tu lagi.

Yang menang best dress malam tu for perempuan Ili Diana & lelaki, si Diva.. Erm lelaki la sangat si Diva tu. Kenapa la diorg tak buat category untuk kaum yang sepruh je? Mesti drag habis pondan2 tu...

Erm...si panjang tu melayan je perangai aku malam tu. Tu yang seronok tu. Tapi dalam masa yang sama aku try control jugak sebab dah kena sound dengan Sabby si mulut leser itu. Oh ni ade preview some of the pict masa malam tu.

Me & Mr D pojaan hatiku...(oh ku angau lagi...)





Danial, Azie, Jeppy, Dayah & Sabby



Dgn Zul (x scandal si bola ragbi)
(serious ko tak de taste Zul, but perhaps kau hanya pandang bola ragbi die tu kot...)



Afiq (Muke cam penyangak pecah rumah tu) & King (yg mcm Teddy bear tu)


INFO TAMBAHAN:

Afiq(seperti gambar di atas) sedang berskandal dengan Mak Jijah. Dan Mak Jijah pulak setiap waktu asyik cakap pasal Afiq kat aku. Naik muak aku. Macam kau sorang je yang angau. Aku pun angau gak, tapi dah stabil dah. Ni dia setiap masa dan waktu, topiknye hanye Afiq... Oh Azie...please help me.... Wa.....Mak Jah dah kembali seperti dulu!!!!!!!




Sunday, October 10, 2010

Kau memang Bab*! Dan kamu pula menengankan...

Kau memang cam gampang kan?! Aku dah mula happy, kau carik aku balik. Laknat la kau! Kau tak nak bagi aku happy ke? Pegi la layan betina2 garit kesayangan kau tu! Let me live my own life. Hari ni aku nak melegak je dengan perangai kau yang macam haram tu. Kalau ikutkan hati, kalau kau ada depan aku, i wish i could kick your balls! Mencungap kejap aku sebab menahan kemarahan.

Thank God Danial muncul. Dialah yang tenangkan aku. Nak harap si Darryl, mau aku lepuk je si kecik tu! Huh! Damn you Danial! Makin lama kau buat aku makin angau! Jumpe kau tadi buat berdegup je hati aku. Tapi entahlah... Kau tu macam tak da perasaan. Aku pun erm entahlah....

Well aku dah pulangkan balik Danial punya card matrix. Baru je tadi lepas jumpa dia. Oh God, kenapalah apa yang kita kejar tu tak dapat, apa yang kita ignore, itu yang muncul. Danial oh Danial... Kenapalah kau yang aku angau... Kalau kau pun sama macam si edie tak pe jugak. Hhuhuhu........

Friday, October 8, 2010

Membuli si pembuli

Hamek kau Afiq. Mulut kau maha puaka. Sebab tu aku dan Mak Jah gelar kau Afiq setan. Tapi rupa-rupanya kau ada latah jugak ye. Hahaha....lawak sey.... Gile tak cool. Mulut dah puaka, muka dah macam perampok pecah rumah, tapi melatah.... Serious lawak..

Semalam memang seronok aku membuli kau. Biasanya kau yang membuli member2 kau dengan mulut puaka kau tu kan? Semalam kau pulak kena buli dengan kuku pisau aku! Hamek kau...melatah sambil melompat sambil fancing.... Really tak macho babe...

Pada muke ko kena marah dengna Cik Zaki! Hahaha.... Aku yang membuli, kau yang kena marah... Hamek kau... Hehehehe

Sewaktu entry ini ditulis, si Afiq setan baru saja mendapatkan card matrix die dari aku sebab aku bawak lari..... Hehehe.......... Dan si Danial, masih tidak muncul untuk tuntut card matrixnya kembali yang aku curik pada awal pagi tadi...

Dulu aku suke main kejar2 and curi kat matrix dengan Hezron, sekarang dengan budak berdua ni pulak... Mak Jah memang dah tersangkut sket dengan si Afiq Setan, aku pulak tengah ter'angau'kan si Danial, kena sangatlah tu. Tapi aku tau tau, angau tu mesti kejap jer... Tengok la by next week, pulih la tu....

Btw, i heard a lot of gud things about him (Danial), he's so kind, he's good at aural skills etc.. He's so sweet sangat... He's almost perfect for a good guy. Oh and he's stylish........also........ Tapi yang slack nye....die berada dalam rejected list aku sebab dia bawah umur... huhuhu damn!

Tapi entahlah, hopefully masin mulut kau wani, mane tau aku and die boleh jadi macam kau and Thairy ke? Hehehe amin......

Thursday, October 7, 2010

Danial


Damn you Danial! Pandai kau kelentong aku! Mati-mati aku ingatkan kau umur kau memang lagi tua dari aku. Tapi kuasa Tuhan nak tunjuk kau ni kelentong jugak kan?! Ha...amek kau! Kan aku dah bawak lari matrix card ko...

Tapi sekarang ni aku pulak yang ada masalah! Damn you Danial! Sekarang ni kau pulak yang buat aku angau selepas Mr. Chipsmore. Muka kau memang matured, dan badan ko tinggi macam galah dan itulah yang membuat aku tertipu dengan kata kau yang kau ni dah tue dari aku. Tak pasal-pasal la aku ter'angau' kat kau! Tapi aku tak taulah kali ni berapa lama pulak aku angau. Biasanya aku kalau angau paling lama seminggu dua, lepas tu, sembuhlah penyakit angau ku itu.

Damn you Danial! Puas melilau aku carik kau pasal nak bagi balik card matrix kau. Kau kata kau ada practise kat bilik cak lempong, tapi haram! At last bila aku nak pergi lab library, best je aku tengok kau dan Afiq tengah relax sambil main chest! Aku rase macam nak lepuk je kau kuat2. Tapi sebaliknye, aku just cubit kau je! Dan aku tau memang saket. Ramai yang tak tahan bila kena cubit dengan aku sebab kuku aku ni kuku pisau! Tajam..

Aku rasa macam nak main kejar-kejar je dengan kau tadi untuk tak membenarkan kau dapat card matrix kau balik. Tapi kau cakap kau ada class theory. Class cik Rita pulak tu. So sebab aku sangat respect pada cik Rita, dan aku pun pulangkan la matrix card kau dengan segera. Tapi rasa sedikit menyesal pon ada. Kalau la aku simpan card kau lama-lama, boleh kita-main kejar2 lagi kan?! Motifnye aku nak menggedik dengan kau la...sambil nak dengar si Afiq gelak evil.....hehehe Mak jah pun suke dengan gelak evil si Afiq itu.

Tapi honestlly, aku tak berminat nak scandal atau ber'couple' dengan budak faculty. Plus, kau lagi muda dari aku dan telah berada dalam rejected list aku. Tak pe, kite jadi member main kejar-kejar ye.

Damn! Kenapelah aku asyik teringat senyum kau yang sweet tu. Aku ingat lagi 1st time aku notice kau masa kat kita pergi keynote dekat lim kok wing. Kau agak stylo dari yang lain. Tapi aku just anggap kau budak-budak hingusan la sebab aku tau kau tu juniour aku.

Damn you Danial! Aku rasa macam nak curik je card matrix kau lagi! Huhuhu....

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Dear All

My childhood crush is coming back to me now. Well it's not just only the childhood crush, but also the previous2 ex-bf. Well, at least chatting and laughing with them making me forget about the agony for a while. Some of them do making me smile, but some of them really make me feel so annoying!

Dear childhood crush,

There is no way I'm going to fell for you anymore due to 'KEGATALAN' that you show towards me. I expect you to be different, but I'm wrong. But it's ok, we can still be friends. Honestly you did make me smile and laugh hysterically. You're a good joker, but there something about you that i totally can't accept it. Well Mr childhood crush, i guess we can remain as a friends.

Dear Mr X J,

Please stop doing that, it's really annoying. You're trying to act innocent, but you're not. You're really annoyed me. Just get lost!

Dear Mr Memory,

You've already been part of me, and i tried so hard to let it go. But sometimes, i just can't stop it. Everything that i do, reminds me to you. I've already get used that you always be around when i need something or when I'm down. But now you already been part from the memory of past. You will remain being one of the greatest and the hatters memory that i have ever had.

Dear Mr Fik,

Thanks for being the best buddy ever. Even you kindda straight forwards sometimes and annoyed me, but you're still the best. You always be there when I'm down due to all Mr memory stuff. I'm blessed to have a buddy like you.

Dear Miss Syah,

Thanks for being my bff, but lately you wasn't always around. I really need you, but you're too busy with you studies, practical, and also you're social life. You know what i mean. Whatever it is, i still love you though as my bff. But every time I'm in a very damn critical moment, i know you always around. Thanks you so much. I'm blessed to have a bff like you babe.

Dear Miss G,

You're also just like Fik, always there. Thank you so much. Oh and the UNO game really make me addicted to it. You're a friend that i can always rely on. Thanks babe. I'm blessed to know you.

Friday, October 1, 2010

Go away

Please go away and get out of my life. Even though i there's some times i do miss you, but thus feeling will go away. Soon... Just get out of my life. Every time i remember about it, all i can do is take a deep breath and let it go slowly...with hopes that all thus memory will fade away...forever... I know I'm stronger. Just please get out of my life. And i won't cry for you anymore. That's my promise!

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Mr Chipsmore

Dear Mr Chipsmore,

Kamu telah buat saya angau kembali. Terima kasih kerana telah membuat saya tersengih di tengah-tengah malam buta ini sendirian. Terima kasih kerana buat saya lupa pada mangkuk jamban yang telah dibuangkan.

Dear Mr Chipsmore,

Saya harap kamu tidak akan asyik hilang lagi. Sebab saya akan tension bila kamu hilang tiba-tiba. Kalau kamu buat lagi, saya gigit kamu.

Dear Mr Chipsmore,

Saya sangat sukakan kamu. Kamu sangat rangup dan bercoklat chips yang sangat lazat. Saya harap kamu akan kekal lazat forever.

Dear Mr Chipsmore,Justify Full

Terima kasih kerana sering muncul pabila saya perlukan kamu. Kamu ibarat tissu yang saya buat untuk lap dan hilangkan kenangan lame. Terima kasih kerana buat saya tak bertepuk sebelah tangan saja.

Dear Mr Chipsmore,

Harap kita berjumpa lagi, soon.... xoxo

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Jen Kao





Damn, i'm freakin in love with Jen Kao Spring 2011 collection. It's freaking nice. OMG, my fashion passion is really2 back........... Look at the colour, and the rambu2 style... wah... i like...
OMG, kalau i pakai macam ni ke fact sure kena halau dengan mak guard kan?! Kalau pak guard pulak mesti terbeliak mata diorang... Hehehe.......

Happy Birthday Mok!



Happy 28th birthday to my big brother
Izar Azmi
May God Bless you bro.
And to our fat cat Hector(the one in the picture)
We love you...

Single

Officially single and available. To all my closest friends, you guys know what the heck this all about so don't ask for more. I'm too lazy to answer all those lame question. Well i love my life and i'm moving on. I'm still the hot shot next door. So get lost looser.... Berambus kamu!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm free...and i'm flying without wings. And to Mr. Edie... a.k.a Mr Biskut Chipsmore, kalau kamu hilang lagi aku gigit kamu!! :P And, i can't wait to have my new life in Ateaora... Wish me to have a better life there...

To all those bitches, i know you guys gonna hate me, and also gonna miss me the one who use to make your life miserable... Peace...........

Sunday, September 26, 2010

Hati Batu

Hati aku dah jadi batu. Cuma sesekali terasa rindu. But soon it will slowly go away. There's no more tears. Perhaps there had some fears, but it will be ok soon.

Monday, September 20, 2010

New Passion

I have new passion. Passion for Rumi Neely style from fashiontoast. Seriously in love with her style. Oh and she bring back my passion in fashion that i have left for few months ago.

Thursday, September 16, 2010

Angau


Sudah 4 hari ku angau.... It's true what they always said, everything happen for a reason... Last Monday night i suppose to meet Joe a friend of mine since high school... but then he can't make. The plan if he came and pick me up from work, then we spend the night merayau KL or PD... But then since he can't make it, i decided to sleep at Hanis house.

Of course at Hanis house i lanyak and conquer her lappy. Hehehe.... It's all starts with a simple hari raya wish... Then it turn up to be something... First it just a normal talk, but then the person itself who shows some reaction and it's like a magnet menarikku menjadi angau...

It's been 4 days already, and we can't stop ym or sms to each other... Damn! But at least it take my mind off from thinking about the other probs....

I can't stop smiling, and i can't stop contacting... OMG am i...erm........

Hopefully....

I was hoping to see the person today...tapi....erm...entahlah.....

Oh gosh....please appear to my ym or fb chat list now..... Please.......

Please show up....AEI

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

3 am to 7 am

Seriouslly ku sudah angau... Making me smile on one hell on a night.... Thank you....

Thursday, September 2, 2010

I use to love Capricon, but now i love Cancerian so much...


Well, i just chat with my abg Khairul, he ask me about the compatibility of his horoscope and his wife. Both of them have a contra personality. My abg Khairul was a Capricon while kak Suraya, his wife, was a Cancerian. I used to love and treasure the most a Capricon person name Zaki. But too bad, the relationship end. And now, i'm with a sensitive Cancerian person who all of my friends knows the most, Naz. So i know their character almost perfectly. And when my abg ask me about the problem between he and his wife... i can simply explain and now, I'm being his advisor and also horoscope references dictionary... Sounds funny is it? A 29 years old guy, asking an advise in relationship from a 21 years old lady.

Oh and i just turn 21, last Saturday, on August 28.

Here i listed some characters on Cancerian & Capricon that common and easily can be notice.



Cancer
-very sensitive
-very deep & usually follow his or her intuition
-faithful (but...they may change if something happen or had changed them)
-a good advisor due to their intuitive character




Capricon
-they love to have a friends around them
-not very spiritual
-very dedicated to their works
-they are devoted mates but not so loyal... (it depends on how him or her control their self about it, cause most of Capri that i know, they very devoted to their partner, but they are not loyal and still having an affair with others but not a serious affair..)

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Aku serabut!!!!!!!!!!


Aku serabut!!!!!!! There's a lot of freaking thing that keep driving me crazy.... I may seems relax........tapi dalam hati....... only God knows how!




I miss my baby Gemok & baby gedik so much!!!!!!!!


Hector & Troy (when they were young, about 2 or 3 years old)





Hector (this fat lazy manipulative cat was my bro & my dad fave)





Troy (this stubborn puss in boots twins was my fave and beloved)





Troy & Hector (the lazy fat cats)

Monday, August 23, 2010

Hectic & Chaotic

It's been such a hectic and chaotic month.... Some are nice moment to remember and some that i wish i can totally ignore and forget about it! Well Mr. Boyfie is going back to Sabah this Wednesday.. So i'll be celebrating my bday alone...........huhuhu Frenz..........teman please.......... Ajie, Wanie, Mak Jah, Belerina...........etc........... I miss my fat baby cats. I miss baby troy......... I miss fat lazy hector...... Well the last time i went back home, hector is getting to look like and overweight fat cat. I ask my dad and brother to diet him, but of coz susah and takkan jadi.... That fat cat memang kaki bodek and always gets what he wanted.

Well....during this fasting month, i buat part time job...at mcd. Well at least i usaha nak carik duit raya sendiri ye... Tanpe menggunakan any sugar daddy macam org2 tertentu... Erm... Mcd mana? Sh....biarlah rahsia :P Well....i eat mcd dish almost everyday during berbuka sampai dah muak.... So next time nak keluar...no Mcd for untuk seketika... Hehehe..........

Gosh....i miss home...at almost 3 weeks kot i tak balik. Since working there... Erm... well rite now sengkata dengan Miss Bola Ragbi seakan senyap. Tapi entahlah i still syak Miss Bola Ragbi still keeping something. Well i guess i'll find out soon. Oh dan tak sangka, memang ramai sangat yang tak suka dengan Miss Bola Ragbi tu.... So it's not just only me. Some call her playgirl tak laku sebab dah tua tapi bajet hot...sedangkan G is for Gemok! serious badan dan bola ragbi ko tak balance...........Btw, thanks pada informer yang bagitau pasal si bola ragbi ni... Oh and Wanie....name bola ragbi ni pun adaptasi dari kamu yer... hehehe..........

Oh gosh...dendam aku pada dia still ada lagi.... Gosh dah la bulan puasa aku mengutuk die. Of coz la aku tak puas hati.... She's started it kot... then nak bam aku plak.... Serious ko haram.... Dah la tak pernah nak appology due to all those mistakes yg dia dah buat kat aku.... Pape je lah.... Padanlah ko memang tak laku pun.. Dengan lecture pun boleh nak scandal...

Hopefully no one kat tenpat kerja didnt realise about my bday. If tidak....i'm dead... Kena simbah air ma......... Huhuhuhu tobat!

Hari ni mengantuk sangat...aku dah bangun pagi tadi then tidur balik. Tersedar dah pukul 11.30. Kelangkabut bersiap.

During bulan puasa ni, aku tak pernah lagi berbuka or sahur dengan family kat rumah. Rindunye.... erm ingat nak cancel class guitar dis week and nak balik rumah. Tapi...tengoklah macam mana nanti...

Oh lupe lagi...kat tempat kerja, i have 3 names. My real name Izatty, then Zety, and the last one is Ketty... Laen kan.......... Kalau Zety tu acceptable lagi... Tapi one of the manager tu suka panggil aku Kat, then terus kat tag aku dia letak name Ketty. And name glame i Ketty Perry ok...?! Hehehe...........

Erm ok la gtg........ I'll try to update lebih kerap ye......... da...........

Monday, July 19, 2010

Frustrated

I never been good enough for you, am i?
Fine, soon, time will heal everything...
And you will find out all thus hatred in me....
All those dramma this i'm suffer to live in....
All those lies and the pain you have caused to me...
What goes around comes around...
Soon you'll find out!

Friday, July 9, 2010

Chaotic...

I have been through such a chaotic time for the past several of month including this month too. So many unexpected thing reveal itself. I don't have to dig to seek fro the answer, it just came to me when the time is right.

I hope soon things will get better. I hope. Oh, and today it's been 4 years since mama passed away. I miss her so much. I miss her every single day. I wish that she still here and can came to see me perform for my showcase, and see me graduating. How i wish...

I hope the bitch and asshole, learn their lesson. I never ruin their life, but they did something and ruin my life through my emotion. But now it's all getting better. I hope.

Thanks to my bestie, Aisyah, for all those support and everything that you had done to help me through this. This crazy bitch is my best friend and will always be forever.

Sunday, May 16, 2010

One cracked, two more to hacked...

I hope that i can trust you Kin.
Let cracked that mangkok and bitchess down...
After they make me suffer for one long semester....

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Have you ever?

Pernah tak kau rasa dendam sangat dengan orang tu sampai kau rasa nak hancukan hidup dia? And that's what i feel right now!
Mean, full of cursing words...
Psycho...
Rasa macam nak lempang kau laju-lahu pun ade!
Enough la with all those dramma.
Aku tak bimbo la even sometimes i do act like one.... Aku ade otak yang macam spy boleh detect perangai ko tu!
Aku dah cakap dah, ko takkan boleh berahsia dari aku nye... Mesti kantoi gak...
Orang laen yang tak rapat dengan aku pon boleh kantoi....inikan plak engkau!
Ko buat idup aku macam neraka kan?
Apa kata ko rasa plak nanti ye...
Kita tunggu dan lihat siapa yang kena...
And bit*h, go to hell!
Ko ingat ko muda dan hot sangat?
Dah la gemok, kuat makan! Selfish pun iya jugak aku rasa kau ni!
Yang lain aku tak kesah, but this particular bit*h memang aku anti!
Ko sesedap rasa je provoke aku depan muka aku. Nasib aku tak datang and terus flying kick kat muka kau!
Dah memang dasar bit*h. Patutlah tunang ko pon tinggalkan kau!
Dan setan yang lagi satu ni, please....sedar la mangkok, ko tu pun dah tua! Jangan nak berangan dan berlagak macam org muda. Sedarlah diri tu sket. Insaflah!
Dan last untuk mr.ex-boyfie... stop la dramma ko tu!
Aku tak bodoh la mangkok! Ko ingat senang-senang je aku nak caye kat ko?
Ingat senang je aku nak caye ko nak trus ajak kawen?
Please la.... Kalau betul ko dah tak nak memaen... Mesti ko dah kawen dah dengan gf ko sekarang ni... ops...gf ke? or ex? erm whatever....
Dahlah....semua mangkok...mangkok ni asyik mengganggu idop aku dari awal tahun hari tu! Stop la please...

P/S: Mr. Kashfi a.k.a mangkok, tidak tergolong dalam mangkok2 yang dinyatakan di atas!

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Kak Nanie

I miss my kak Nanie, haven't seen her for a quite a while.... Gosh...rindu la.... Nak jumpe... huhuhu

Friday, April 23, 2010

To Mr Kashfi

I'm still waiting my Kulkith from you...

Friday, April 16, 2010

A little bit of life.........

Things get a little complicated this lately. There had several of unexpected things happen. To the roomies...the one that i called you OA, i'm sorry. You didnt deserve that. And to my boyfie....please take a day off, and lets go and have some fun. Movies, bowling, kareoke etc. And to myself...please wake up from your day dreaming... It's time to face the music.......... Owe i guess that's for now, i'm kindda blur....out of words....
adios.........

Thursday, March 18, 2010

My fat cats & the annoying primitive aborigine roomates

I miss my two fat cats... It's almost 3 weeks I can't go back to my hometown due to some weekend plan and stuff. I miss my baby so much....... Along told me that my fat cat Hector a.k.a gemok, loose some weight due to having a feever on last week for a few days. While Troy a.k.a gedik...is still the same. My fave baby troy.......

Owe...and my primitive aborigine roomates getting so so so so annoying. It's killing me having that stubborn aborigine person in my room. To me, it's better having the speaker bergerak as my roomates then this primitive stubborn aborigine person in my room. So kampung...so perasan, like she's hot and so on... But the truth is...everyone knows that she obviously looks like orang asli yang tak sedar diri. Oh God, please get her out of that room.

I wanna go back HOME.......... HOMESICK........... I MISS MY TWO FAT LAZY BABY CATS....

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Teacher

First of all....sorry peeps, cause i haven't updating my blog for quite a while. Too lazy and too out of idea i guess. Well, some interesting things that happen to me lately, well i was being offered to be a guitar teacher at Mahogany Music Shop. Just started last February, and for now, i only have 3 students, but hope to have more soon.... Owe and thanks Kak Aema for recommend me to them.

I'm not only teaching classical, but i have to teach for the acoustic guitar too. One of my students are 7 years older then me, just like my brother. When i told my dad and my brother about this, they just laughing. Well this guy play the acoustic guitar and he more to finger style. For now, i only have one classical guitar student. The acoustic students are killing me....... Argh... i'm not really used to modern finger style songs. But now, i have to learn...argh.......

Well i suppose to have 4 students last month, but one of my students, a new students, freak out when he find out that the person who going to teach him was a women. And that's the reason why he still haven't started yet his class last month. But i don't know about this month. And my only female student, quit, last month is her last month. Well it's easier to teach her the the others.

For this month, i maybe starting my class on saturday instead of my normal day, sunday. Cause on sunday, i have a plan with my brother to go to some education fair at Grand Dorsett Hotel, Petaling Jaya. It's for Victoria University of Wellington Education Fair.... I'm planning to do my degree somewhere at New Zealand, and Victoria University is one on my list. But my main aim is still University of Canterbury, Chirstchurch.

Well, i guess, that's for now....I'll try to update frequantly then before........but soon....
Da....

Friday, January 1, 2010

Goodbye 2009... Welcome 2010

Goodbye 2009... There's been a lot of unspoken things that i have been through. Some are simple, some are rough and some even more complicated then it use to be... 2009 leave a lot of memories....either it good or sad. But at least 2009 I'm not alone. Naz was always there for me. Thanks my dear.

Family, we've been so together. Owe my cousin got engaged last week, congrats Kak Ita. Abg Zizi is so nice.... Well we've having so much fun during the engagement day... even some idiot spoil our mood we're there had been some stupid argument of a stupid matters, but we still had some fun. Especially when the 6 of us (all the cousin) went to Seri Menanti Old Castle with 2 photographer for a shoot. It was really fun........


The four of us...Adik, Along, Me & Dek Ya (One of us, Kak Long, the one who took the pic)


Abang Zizi & Kak Ita..

All those pict from our cam. I miss my cousin so much... Erm in the same year, i got a new niece... but it my cousin on my dad side kids. I don't remember her name. Sorry little one. Well it's been 3 years since mum passed away...and it's been 3 years since Hector & Troy, my two fat lazy cats live with us.

Faculty...erm...been much better then the first time i started it, but still can't manage to control my nerves either during the forum or exam. And sucks, i didnt get collage for this semester. Damn...i'm going to appeal, but part of me wanted to experiance on staying outside the campus... But i'm so so sure that my dad and my bro totally 100% dont agree with that. Whatever....

My love life...well it's been so nice....but there also had some little arguement once in a while, but we managed to sattle it. He always be there for me. Thanks my dear... Every single little things makes us closer and closer....

And now..... hello and welcome 2010. I hope this year would be much much better from the past. I hope there would be a miracle to makes our life even better then before..

Happy new Year everyone.......