Have you ever?

Pernah tak kau rasa dendam sangat dengan orang tu sampai kau rasa nak hancukan hidup dia? And that's what i feel right now!
Mean, full of cursing words...
Psycho...
Rasa macam nak lempang kau laju-lahu pun ade!
Enough la with all those dramma.
Aku tak bimbo la even sometimes i do act like one.... Aku ade otak yang macam spy boleh detect perangai ko tu!
Aku dah cakap dah, ko takkan boleh berahsia dari aku nye... Mesti kantoi gak...
Orang laen yang tak rapat dengan aku pon boleh kantoi....inikan plak engkau!
Ko buat idup aku macam neraka kan?
Apa kata ko rasa plak nanti ye...
Kita tunggu dan lihat siapa yang kena...
And bit*h, go to hell!
Ko ingat ko muda dan hot sangat?
Dah la gemok, kuat makan! Selfish pun iya jugak aku rasa kau ni!
Yang lain aku tak kesah, but this particular bit*h memang aku anti!
Ko sesedap rasa je provoke aku depan muka aku. Nasib aku tak datang and terus flying kick kat muka kau!
Dah memang dasar bit*h. Patutlah tunang ko pon tinggalkan kau!
Dan setan yang lagi satu ni, please....sedar la mangkok, ko tu pun dah tua! Jangan nak berangan dan berlagak macam org muda. Sedarlah diri tu sket. Insaflah!
Dan last untuk mr.ex-boyfie... stop la dramma ko tu!
Aku tak bodoh la mangkok! Ko ingat senang-senang je aku nak caye kat ko?
Ingat senang je aku nak caye ko nak trus ajak kawen?
Please la.... Kalau betul ko dah tak nak memaen... Mesti ko dah kawen dah dengan gf ko sekarang ni... ops...gf ke? or ex? erm whatever....
Dahlah....semua mangkok...mangkok ni asyik mengganggu idop aku dari awal tahun hari tu! Stop la please...

P/S: Mr. Kashfi a.k.a mangkok, tidak tergolong dalam mangkok2 yang dinyatakan di atas!

Dramma Queen

You're such a dramma queen. There had no doubt anymore about this. And now, i'm taking back my statement about thus poor farrah stuff in my previous post. And now i wanna said that she deserve that. And her boyfriend deserve to get away from her. She's such a dramma queen. Yes i am so freaking mad at her right now. She was some ketot pschyotic. With all her dramma pretending like she's innocent and like she was an angle, but she was totally a pretender. Living in a pretending world.

That's the reason why you have no bestfriend. That's the reason why your bf must die, to get away from your dramma. I am so sick of your dramma! Having a practical at the same place with you has caused me a lot of suffer. Suffering from your dramma towrds all thus JKKN people.

You're such a freak. You're not faithful as a you pretending. I know you have a lot of scandal. And someone have saw you with his own eyes riding a motorcycle with someone unknown guys who was not your bf while he was still alive. Owe and your dramma with Azizul, you guys deserve to be togather. Or should i say you can be his hores? Erm whatever! Just damn you.

Owe you're saying that you was the one who do a lot of works then the other practical student? Well f**k you! It was Adi and not you! Jangan perasan la hores! It was Adi yang workerholic but not you! Kau tu 24 hours sibuk dengan facebook. Aku nak buat kerja pun kau sibuk nak bukak facebook kau! To me as in my point of view and as my eyes have seen, you doing the less work then us. So less. Kau just busy dengan performance kau! Ok fine. Sebab diorang kekurangan singer. Ambil kau sebab nak save budject. Kau ingat suara kau sedap sangat ke? Nyanyi pun sengau! Kau memang tak sesuai langsung nyanyi tradisional. Owe...and you deserve to be blind. Argh..i'm so so damn freaking pissed right now! Owe and yeah, that's the reason why muka kau memang tak da seri. Asyik masam je. Nak buat sombong bodoh kau!

Temasya Mengemping

Semalam, adalah hari yang memenatkan sampai aku tak sempat nak online, terus tido. Asalnya aku kena jadi urus setia dalam Temasya Mengemping semalam, tapi last minute, hari jumaat lepas, budda-budak music kat JKKNS tu panggil aku ngan Farah tok naik atas. Diorg suruh kami buat tumbuk kalang. Memula excited la, tapi bila dah buat, penat siot. Dah la tempo laju, pastu kena tumbuk sepanjang lagu tu. Nasib la lagu tu tak lama sangat dalam 2 minit lebih. Tapi tu pun lenguh jugaklah. Plus memula masuk je diorg dah bagi aku tempo yang paling laju. Sampai kejang kejap urat tangan aku.

Lepas tu pulak, tetibe diorg suruh jadi back up singer untuk this one song, "Riwayat Petani", ok la. Well sebenarnya Temasya Mengemping ni memang ada berkenaan dengan padi la. Tah camne tah, aku pun tak sure. Aku pegi jer. Tapi aku tak tengok pon diorg buat ape. Busy bersiap kt belakang stage. Asal aku kena back up satu lagu je, and satu lagu lagi tumbuk kalang, bila dah kat stage terus 3 lagu aku kena. Hampeh sey....pastu bagi aku pakai satu baju je, baju kebaya untuk tumbuk kalang yang maha menggatalkan kulit aku dan maha ketat. Aku agak tensi jugaklah sket dengan some of the dancers tu. Tapi some of them ok.

Semalam, bertolak dari Seremban pukul 6 pagi, owe lupa, temasya tu buat kat Simpang Pertang, Jelebu. Giler dalam dan ulu. And then balik sampai kat Taman Budaya balik dalam pukul 9 mlm. Kitorg keluar sebelum matahari terbit dan balik selepas matahari terbenam. Paling aku tak tahan masa kat sana, cuaca. Panas sey... Habis cair make up aku. Plus aku nye make up pun bukannya tebal sangat macam yang lain. Tebal sey make up diorg. Macam tepun gomak. Tapi tak kata la, diorg tu dancers.

The musician, sangat relax. Honestly diorg memang bagus dan mantap. Aku salute kat Along and Abang Cimau (Sebab diorg tu fave aku. hehehe. the rest pon ok gak), diorg mmg tip top. Tapi sayangnya...sound system cam haprak. Dah la tak cukup mike. Pastu org yang jage audio tu mangkok, sampai tak denga suara penyanyi and back up. Buat spoil performance jer. Kalau org JKKNS memang dah kena maki dah, tapi disebabkan diorg tu dari Jabatan Penerangan, terpaksalah akur je.

Well ni ada a few pict yang aku sempat amek. Semua busy sampai nak bergambar pon terlupa. Nanti aku cuba try dptkn gamba performance.

Dengan Kak Lily, a dancer selaku back up singer. Tapi waktu temasya tu die just jd back up singer jer. Gosh gelapnye kulit aku...huhuhu

With Abang Cimau. The keyboardist. Gosh my face look so funny in this pict.

With Afiq. Adik pada singer band pada hari tu, Kak Aisyah Wahid.

Practical & ARtWoRk

Well, today is my 3rd day as a practical student at JKKNS (Jabatan Kebudayaan Kesenian Negeri Sembilan). Yesterday been such a thuff day. I have to be the at the front desk cause the front desk girl had an audition for ASWARA. Damn i hate being at the front desk. Being the operator who connected lines to this and that etc. I'm not a good talker. Damn it! Every each second i prayed for the phone not to rang, cause i'm afraid that i'm can't handle the talk on my own. What do you expect, it's my 2nd day.

The day before( the 1st day), all i had to do is search for a song and download it, but thank to the damn broadband, i can't finished the download there. Thank God i can finish it at home. Owe back to the main point, no one thought me how to use the damn phone and how to answer it etc. I'm not a good speaker. So i don't think i can hadle that. But thank God the day is over. Owe i got back from work around 8 sumthin. Thanks to the damn meeting who involves us all (the practical student, there were 5 of us. 3 others from UM), so we have to stay until the meeting over at 7.30 pm. I'm so exhausted. But even i'm busy with the front desk, i still got a time to play my baby guitar.

Well the head music department, En. Yuzi ask me to bring my guitar, he wanna hear me play and perhaps that we can create something from Mandolin (he play's the Mandolin, kindda cute) and classical guitar and combined it togather.

Owe well move on to the next main tittle, the ARtWoRk. Well this evening, after our Asistant Director, Cik Mat, went to the RTM Negeri Sembilan at sg. Gadut, replacing our Director, i don't know where the hell he have been, cause haven't meet him yet ever since i got in for practical, back to main point, all the staff feels relief after Datuk Rais Yatim, the Minister of Information, Communication & Cultures, done with his tour and meeting at our place. Well, Cik Mat accompanied him to the RTM. All of us seems like have nothing to do at the office, except me, have to done some of Kak Linda's work (one of the staff), all of the staff were chatting, gossiping, eating, sleeping etc. Such as being so lazy. Including the all the practical student except me and Farah, cause i'm doing Kak Linda's work and Farah was on her day off that she ask for her driving test. Kc's, one of the UM students, using the computer at my place cause i'm using the pc at his place, sort of like we're exchanging place with each other. I have to do my work at his place cause i have to use the thumbdrive, the pc at my seats are ting-tong, can't detect the thumbdrive. So Kc was playing some of the games at my place. Then after bored with the games, he drawing something, ain't using any art pen or else, only a mouse, he create this one looks that attract me, but too bad he already erase it. But i manage to take a 2 of the painting that he aint close neither save yet, before he erase it for the second times. To me it's kindda cute.

KC'S first stuff

KC'S 2nd stuff

Aiman's Stuff

Finally i can breathe...

Finally....boleh jugak bernafas... It's almost a month tak dapat internet kat rumah. Aku mati kutu. Tak tau nak buat ape... Well sebenarnye banyak je keje....Tapi keje utamaku adelah on9...tapi tak dapat dijalankan. So mati kutu la jawabnye. Ni semua disebabkan habis rosak line phone sederet rumah aku ni. Kena sambar kilat. Bukan minor problem tapi major punye. Last week dah ada org datang betulkan, tapi tak boleh gak lagi. Puas la aku bising kat papa suruh call org2 yang berkenaan tu.

Then hari ni ade sorang je yang datang berbanding last week sampai 5 ke 6 org, org yang datang hari ni check rupenye, diorg salah pasang. Sebab tulah benda alah tu tak berfungsi. Bodoh......tambah lagi seminggu aku tak dapat on9. Bongok! Benci! At last dalam pukul 3 petang tadi, akhirnya aku dapat bernafas kembali dengan adenye line internet ku kini. Hehehe. Nasib hari tu tak terlepas registration course. Last day registration, aku kat Shah Alam, nasib aku sempat on9 kat CC, so sempatlah buat.

Bull sh*t!

Aku saja join yahoo nye chatroom tadi. Then adalah chat dengan sorang mamat ni. Tengok kat display picture dia, gamba dia main drum. Then aku assume dia musician la kan of course. And he was. Tapi dia cakap, dia co-pilot airasia. Tapi how far is it true, aku tak taulah. And dia ada band, band dia main all this metal rock stuff. Ok fine. I have no problem with that. Then aku terlambat reply msg dia sebab aku leka tengok vid clip lagu "Lucky", bukan version Jason Mraz and Colbie Cailat, tapi orang biasa la. Dari indie group kot. Tak taulah. It's kindda nice. Tapi of course la ada weakness serba sedikit. Nama diorg 'Alyssa Bernal & Kris Mark'. Korang boleh click kat name diorag kalau nak denga version diorg tu.

Back to that guy, aku cakaplah sorry sebab aku terleka tgk clip tu. Dia tak tau lagu tu. Then dia tanya sapa nyanyi. Aku jawaplah. Then after that, dia kutuk2 Jason Mraz. Dia kata Mraz ketinggalan zaman. Music dia tak maju. Hello...kalau music Mraz tak maju...takkan dia boleh top skarang? Sedangkan dia tu yang kolot. Yelah, kononnye memperjuangkan rock and metal. Owe before that aku bagi tau sebab aku dengar tu, nak kena perform. Dia boleh cakap apa tau, dia suruh aku tukar lagu. Aku pun melenting la dan-dan tu gak. Membebel-bebel la aku. Sampai dia kena sembur yang dia tu tak berfikiran terbuka la itu la ini la.

Dia suruh aku tuka lagu and dia suruh aku ganti dengan lagu M. Nasir, lagu ape tah. Aku pun tak tau. Hello ape hak ko nak suruh2 aku tukar lagu? Hello...aku bukan budak vocal nak bawak lagu yang gempak-gempak. Dan range suara aku pun sangatlah limited. So aku cuma nak play on the safe side bawak lagu ni. Sweet and catchy. Lepas aku sembur dia tu, terus dia diam. Langsung tak cakap apa. Padan muka kau! Sakit hati aku. Sengal. Ngok nak mampos. Kalau betol kau tu bagos sangat, kenapa kau tak popular? Kenapa nama ko tak de langsung dalam music industry? Bodoh!

Confession of the untold secrets

Aku pernah ada crush, pada seseorang. A big crush. Waktu tu, aku cuba untuk dapatkan dia. Tapi sayangnye, i've been stabbed by someone yang aku sangat percaya waktu tu. My crush ni minat pada the one yang aku percaya ni and dia pernah mintak couple dengan the one yang aku percaya ni, dan this girl terima, walaupun dia tau yang aku tersangatlah gilakan this guy. Sedangkan dia pulak tak de feeling langsung pada this guy. Well it did break my heart. Teramat sangat. Iyalah, memula that guy layan aku baik je, then suddenly dia diam dan jauh. Rupa-rupanya dia dengan this girl. Tapi diorg togather sekejap je. Kesian that guy. I know that he is really a good guy. Dia tersangat baik. Sampai sekarang aku masih sanjung dia sebagai seorang yang baik. Tapi feeling pada dia of course la dah tak da ye. Well pada pendapat aku, this girl plak, dia macam jeles dengan aku. So dia cuba dapatkan apa yang aku nak atau ada. Until now. She still doin it.

Back to the tittle, "Confession of the untold secrets", hari ni aku telah bukak secret tu pada the guy yang aku pernah ada crush tu. Kesian dia. Until now dia still tak dapat jumpa a girl yang betul-betul sesuai untuk dia. Semuannya sebab dia buat cerita sedih yang dia tak de gf. Well whatever la. Aku tak taulah dia faham ke tak maksud aku. Point yang aku cuba jelaskan pada dia. Hopefully dia tak sebengap mana. So he should understand it perfectly i guess. Tapi aku tak taulah macam mana reaksi dia lepas ni. How he would treat me. Sama ada dia akan menjauhkan diri lagi macam dulu or act seperti biasa.

Bila aku confess pada dia terasa sayu pulak. Tapi aku syukur, sebab aku punya Naz sekarang. Yang sering ada bila aku jatuh dan bangun. Yang sering sudi bila aku ceria dan sunyi. Well life goes around and comes around. Memang apa yang that girl buat pada that guy and aku tak patut. Dia tak patut break hati that guys. And tak patut terima that guy untuk sakitkan hati aku. Aku memang tahu dan dapat rasa dari dulu yang dia cemburukan aku. Lantaklah dia. Malas aku nak fikir pasal dia.

Well pada that guy(the crush), aku harap kau akan jumpa orang yang sesuai untuk kau dan jangan mengadu pada aku lagi yang kau sunyi(hehehe just kidding). Pada that girl, seriously kau memang selalu je tak puas hati dengan aku kan? Ade je yang kau nak buat aku sakit hati. Ada saja orang yang kau cuba rampas dari aku. (Aku cakap orang bukanlah hanya bermaksud teman lelaki or crush, tapi including orang yang kita panggil teman atau kawan). Sampai kawan kita pun tak peduli kan kita. Lantaklah dia. Aku harap kau kena pulau la suatu ketika nanti. Biar kau sedar balik diri tu.

P/S: For Naz, thanks for always be with me, no matter how hard things may seems. Te qiero mucho mi amor...

They steal my picture!

Tak guna betul. Sape nye keje tah, diorg pegi letak gamba aku jadi wallpaper dekat pc library kat INTEC ni. Kat pc 29. Tekejut aku dibuatnye. NI gerenti kes aku lupe delete gamba waktu transfer gune pc tu, then ade mangkuk mane tah buat dajal pegi letak as wallpaper. Tapi nasib la muka tak jelas. So tak de la segan sangat. Serious aku menyumpah-nyumpah sape yang set gamba aku tu jadi wallpaper. Memandai ko je nak tibai gamba org. Hey itu hak cipta terpelihara tau. (Hehehe tau ayat tak leh bla...)Diorg pegi guna gamba yang kat sebelah ni ha.. Aku tau la gamba ni lawa. Tengoklah orgnye...hehehe (tetibe perasan sendiri) Aku dah tuka wallpaper tu.. Hopefully tak de mangkok yang pegi letak balik gamba tu.........

I wanna go back home...

I'm gonna be homesick again. Argh..., i can't go back this week. It's all because of another damn extra module on this coming sunday. And today i have another replcament class at 3. Gosh, i feel like i wanna skip this class.

And yeah, i'm dead. Next week is my final studio exam. Caklempong, guitar and keyboard skills exam was all on the same day. Damn i hate that. But when it's over, i was the one who will relief...while the rest still waiting for their hunted day. Hehehe...

Owe yeah and guess what, my final chance to perform in forum and pop ensemble next week. For forum of course i have to play 2 clasical song and for pop ensamble i guess i wanna sing 'Lucky' by Jason Mraz and Colbie Caillat, of course i will perform with my bf. And i might add one more song for pop ensamble, if there had more time for me to practise other songs. But it depends. most probably i will sing that one song. And of course i won't play the guitar. I'm surely be freaking nervous. I'm not gonna risk my final chance for that. Wish me luck..........

P/S: I miss my Hector & Troy..........

Now i'll curse you!

Now i should curse you. Yes i'm slow in learning. Do you have a problem with that? And i'm not the only one who was slow in that, there had others too but why you must always attack me? Why me? You've treat me so bad then anyone else. Probably you still 'pilih kasih'..especially the one who always 'kipas' or 'air-cond' you. I'm not that type of person. It's not that i'm not learning, but i do have a lot of things on my mind.

You don't know what have i been through this late few month that almost cause me my life. Between life and dead. You don't know that. All you know that we all just the same that learning under one roof. But have you take a chance to know me better and closely? No you didn't. I've try to done that to you, but it didn't work and i give up. And i was hoping that you won't be teaching me anymore. That's what i prayed for. I never hate any of my teachers or lecturers so much, but when it turns to you, it's like a volcano of madness in this mind and heart. I was hoping that i could pass this could so that soon i won't be seeing you anymore. And that's so relief.

This is the person who use to make me feel so down on the early semester until i cry for about one hour and almost get an asthma attack for that. Can you imagine that someone insulting you in fornt of your classmates and the worst, your classmates is your junior? Owe and not to forget, they insult you or provoke you while you having your quiz and the carry marks will be taken for your final resualt. How thoughtful of you. Brilliant.

Owe yeah, after that incident, you're beeing so nice to me, but hey, i don't give a damn! Cause i've already have a holl in my heart. Being nice but today, being such a provocative back. Whatever. I just wish that i could finsih this course soon. Then i will have nothing to do with you again. And one important thing that i should stated clearly, "I HATE YOU" and that's final.

If it's before this i just igonre it when you're provoke or insulting me, but now it's final, one more time you messed all this things up, i will speak up. And "I HATE YOU". Even after this if i pass this course, i won't thank you for that!

Memang macam s**l!

Tak guna punya bus driver! Memang nak kena maki berbakul dengan aku. Aku dah tercegat depan bus stop tu die boleh jalan terus je. Bukan aku sorang je yang bediri kat depan tu, ada several lagi. Bodoh! Tak guna. Orang dah tahan pun kau boleh jalan menonong lagi. Bukannya full pun dalam bus kau tu! Dah dasar kap lam tu, kap lam la jugak! Tak gune! Sebab kaulah aku lambat balik bilik. Sebab kaulah aku tak dapat nak pegi jumpe buah ati aku. Sebab aku dah penat tunggu next bus. Tak guna punya bus driver. Memang patutlah kau jadi driver bus je pon! Tak gune!!!!! Tensionnye aku dengan bus kat sect 17 ni...

Damn Laptop!

Damn laptop! Argh...i'm so pissed off right now, with this damn lappy! Suddenly aja semalam dia tiba-tiba buat hal, sound hilang. I dunno how come! Puas aku check kenapa, but hampeh! I hate this lappy. Lately ni banyak sangat buat hal! Windows lah, cd player die lah, battery lah, now the sound pulak! Macam B**i!Damn! Aku baru guna setahun lebih. Setahun sebulan baru, tapi dah buat hal. Damn. Then baru la pulak aku dengar dari member aku cakap Acer memang banyak buat hal. Damn sucks! Bila aku dah beli baru la ade yang cakap camtu. Waktu before beli, aku dah tanye ramai and ramai plak tu yang suggest Acer, macam hampeh! Sucks! Sucks! Hey, i can't live without my music...! Huwa...getting insane. But thank God, still ada my cell. Boleh la lagi dengar lagu. And thank God i'm still at home. So kalau nak tengok youtube or etc, boleh bukak pc rumah. Tapi kena rebut dengan papa and along la.. Huwa... Damn laptop!

Money!

Why there still had some people who owe us a money, and didn't know how to re-pay us back? I am so freakin mad right now. Dah la bila nak pinjam sanggup datang rumah tengah-tengah malam lagi, janji dalam 2 or 3 month, right now already one year! F**K! Then when we ask for the money back, banyak kali tangguh time payment. Hello...masa kau nak pinjam, datang tengah-tengah malam senang je dapat, then now bila nak bayar, liat gila. Dasar penipu. Patutlah bini kau tak cayekan kau! Kau memang macam B**I! Kalau dengan Along ni, sure dah mati anak bini kau kena bunuh. Damn, if by tomorrow kau tak bayar jugak, memang aku pegi menyalak kat anak-anak kau. Bukannye siket wei, 3,000 RM. Macam palat lau kau ni. Janji macam taik kucing. Memang macam la****t!

The stupidity of an ex-boyfriend

I was cooking for my dinner making a sausage roll, then suddenly my phone ringing, a javanese tone, the tone that i set for my message. It's a message from one of my ex bf, name Z**i. This is the excatly dialog that we have in our message.

Ex : I need your help. I'm desperate.
Me : What?
Ex : I kena pinjam some cash. I'll pay back in 2 weeks. Leh?
Me : Sorry i tgh x da duit skarang ni. N d 300 that u owe me pun u x baya lagi kan?!
Ex : I tau. If ada, i dh byr k
Me : Ok
Ex : U n bf ok?
Me : So happy 2gather
Ex : Bila kawin?
Me : Haha. Lmbt lg. Tunggu i hbs degree dulu. U tanye org, u 2 bile plak?
Ex : Next year kot sbb i'm flying off, so kawin dulu. Hehehe
Me : Owe dgn dat gurl yg dlm friendster 2? Poyo kate x de gf
Ex : U tanya gf, i jwb xde, sbb dia tunang i
Me : Wah, bile mase u bertunang? X bgtau pon.
Ex : Family je tau. Wat kecik2.
Me : Owe k. Congrats. I'm happy 4 u.
Ex : Sure ke? Or u mrh?
Me : Buat ape i nk marah, i'm happy with him now.
Ex : I xde ckp pape bout him pun
Me : La tdkn u ckp i happy or marah kan? Then i ckp i'm happy for u plus i'm happy with him
around 2. Nape? U x caye erk?
Ex : Doubtful, tp ok la. Hehe. Hows sha? (My bestfriend)
Me : Ok dgn bf baru n bkn dgn cine 2 lg.
Ex : Dia ada cuba flirt ngan bf u?
Me : Nope. X penah jumpe pon. I pon dh lame x jumpe die.
Ex : Beware of her k. I just rase die jeles ngan u je.
Me : Sebab?
Ex : U dpt better guys than her
Me : Entahlah. Pape jelah. Just 4get bout d past. Malas nk ingt.
Ex : Ok. I just anggap dia cheap, tu je
Me : Y?
Ex : Flirty n senang
Me : Lain org lain opinion.
Ex : Maybe, tp dia memang easy 2 get
Me : Erm then how come u x dpt die?
Ex : I xnak, bkn xdpt. Y i nk dia pun?
Me : Bkn u penah nk flirt ngan die smpi nk dumped me wak2 tu?
Ex : I nak f**k her je
Me : Aik diam? Erm x pe lah.
Ex : I did get to see her naked, tu a good step
Me : Yelah 2. Tp u x dpt pun kan? Erm. Dh la just 4get bout all those stuff.
Ex : oh, u xtau? After we broke up, i ade kuar ngan dia, n bwk g hotel. She tunjuk everything
Me : How come? X faham maksud u?
Ex : Up2u nak caye ke x. I ckp je.
Me : Ye ke? Or u buat cite je?
Ex : Ask her if uxcaya or i can send u gambar dia tdo naked. Hehehe. Da
Me : Sbb u lie 2 me be4. So x tau la nk percaye ke x. Btw crdt low la. Da
Ex : Im sowi, dia kata i je leh smpn. Nak tgk dlm phone i je
Me : Send 2 me now kalau betol. Br i caye
Ex : Y kena i antar? U bkn laki yg i kena share bnda2 ni. Plus if dia minta gambar u n i bg, u
suka ke?
Me : Kalau cam2 betul la u're lying. Kalau betul u akn sent it 2 me.

Well there had a few more, but i think this is enough to prove that the stupidity in this guy. He's trying to make me and my best friend fighting or argue about something that's not true. I know my best friend, in some situation, she can never lie to me. And plus the ex had try to make us argue once, during my last semester on UiTM. So get lost u son of b***h. We won't forgive u until the end of time.

She's soo............annoying! (angry mood)

She's so...annoying...can i vanquish her or sumthing?! She's really annoying.... I just ask her properly about when is our last day to do the hostel clearance, but she answer it in a sarcastic way. "I'm not the janitor or sumthin!" what the f**K B***H! I have been patience with this B***H for quite a long time. Every time when i ask her something in proper, she always answer it in a sarcastic way, but i still be patience and shut my mouth. We even have an argument due to her freakin B***H mouth. She always tell all those story about her bf or her secret lover. Even it always makin me feel so freakin damn bored, but i still listen to her, as a good friend. But then every time when i wanna tell her the story of my life, either about my studies, my bf or else, she seems like didnt interested at all. It seems like obviously written in her face saying that "This B***H is not a good LISTENER!". She's so SELFISH, obviously SELFISH. I'm not the only one who saying this, but also the rest. She will do something that giving her the benefits rather then helping people sincerity right from the heart. And every time when she's doing something good, she expect people to re-pay her back, doing something good deeds to her back. What the F**K! If i was the only who was a bad person, then how come can she lost 2 best friends during 2 semester while i got 2 new best friends, 1 good friends and a good bf? Well yeah, i use to be her close friends(best friend perhaps), but then she blew it. Blew the best friends sincerity. She's so selfish............ Argh......i rather have Wanie & Aiman as my close friends or best friends rather then her. I am regret to be her friends. I am. To anyone who think that she might be that person, so now you what the h**l am i thinking and please behave yourself B***H!

Dramma

I arrived early a few minutes at fact today. I met Alif the 1st floor stairs. He was about to go to the studio and so do i. We walked togather to the studio. When we was there, before we enter the elctone studio, this one person says 'hi' to him. And i'm freak out and amazed. My face might look calm, but in my heart like a volcano that just waiting to explode. It's not that i'm angry or jealous or something. But i can't stand the dramma that happen in front of my eyes. And i'm annoyed by that. When Alif and i get into the electone studio, i started to freak out a lil bit, it's all because that person and the other one, didnt pass me the info that we have a replacement class that morning while the three of us was in the same hostel room. Then suddenly, it's a fire from a dragon mouth, Alif start to talk and talk about all the dramma that happen among all of the music students. All the cctv's etc. I'm kindda amazed to hear all that from him.But i know that he have a point for that. Plus about all the things that happen to him on this early sem. That person who says 'hi' to him, was the person who's talking behind him. I admit that i also did it, but it because i only hear at one side of the story. But after i hear the other one, i can't blame him at all. And i feel so guilty for that. Luckly for that 'person' who has so many 'army of skank' who always backing her up. But not Alif. And tonight, before going to sleep, one of the roomates suddenly talks about that 'person' old rivals, then suddenly, there's pop up a dramma that happens. That person try to control from saying a words cause i was in the room. That person knows that i'm close to the rival. So...all the words has to control. I'm annoyed by all this dramma by the same old person that annoyed me since at the 1 sem. Hey fool, please STOP all thus DRAMMA... I had enough of it!!!!!!!!!!!

Fuck off!!!

Fuck off!! He's lying again. Keep lying again and again and again. I hate him........... The truth will always find the way to let me know when he's lying. He can never lie to me. I always find out. What else that sucker want from me??? Isn't it enough having 1 lover and 1 fiancee??? OMG...so sucker! It just last night he promise me not to lie to me anymore even he's flirting, but he did it again! I wish i could kill this guy but i'm not insane yet to do that so. What else did he want from me? Am i look like a mistress to him? Fuck off!!! Everytime his fiancee ignore him, and also his other lover ignore him, i am the one who he always seek for a love. What am i to him??? Fuck off!!!!!!! Am i and his fiancee not good enough for him? What else did he want from a women? Fuck off!!! He'll better watch out! What goes around comes around. What goes up must come down. There the pict dat he write on other girls myspace page. And that girl even was in his top friends, but me? He didnt even add me at all. And that sucks!