Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Another same situation...

Another same new year celebration. Just at home, in front of my lappy. Bored isn't it? Well this is life. The real life. Well tadi aku masak, meggi goreng je tapi bukan meggi goreng instant, ni buat sendiri nye erk...but then aku terlebih masih. Aku pun tak perasan brapa banyak thus mixing stuff aku letak, then bila hidang kat papa....die tak nak makan. sebab masin. Papa aku memang cerewet. So aku yang tengah blur waktu tu pun tak tau nak buat ape. Terkaku seketika. Tak teringat pun nak pegi petik limau kat tepi bilik abang aku tu. Kesudahannya papa aku kuar pegi jamming tanpa makan. Well for sure aku rasa dissapointed, tapi nak buat camne, benda dah jadi.

Sepatutnya aku kena ada kat faculty sekarang ni. Sebab kena arrange class guitar aku yang start hari ni. Disebabkan aku malas nak balik Shah Alam, so aku skip la guitar lesson untuk hari ni. Plan asal aku nak jumpa Naz hari ni, tapi disebabkan hari Isnin lepas punya plan tak menjadi, aku dengan memandainya cancel sendiri. This week saja sangat banyaklah benda yang buat aku dissapointed happen. Nak tak nak kena accept jelah.
Aku rindu nak balik Shah Alam. Sebab kat sana aku bebas nak pegi memana, nak buat apa. Tapi dalam masa yang sama aku tak sampai hati nak tinggalkan papa sorang-sorang kat rumah. Yelah, since mama tak de, papa memang tinggal sesorang bila aku dan along balik ke kolej. Sebab tu aku selalu balik every weekend, sebab tak nak biar dia sesorang. I miss my mum. Masuk tahun ni, dah dua tahun dia pergi. Well dah takdir kan?

Erm...whatever it is, tahun ni Negeri Sembilan memang tak de New Year Celebration, due to the death of our last Yang Dipertuan Besar, kalau tak boleh jugak aku pergi celebrate kat seremban je. Huhuhu.... So aku pun duduklah rumah. Mengadap lappy yang sering menyakitkan hari. New Year pada aku rasa macam hari-hari biasa saja. Nak kata azam baru? I tak pernah ada. Sebab aku tau aku takkan buat. So aku hanya akan buat bila aku rasa nak buat. Tak payah ada azam new year pun tak pe. Belum tentu lagi akan terlaksana.
Erm...aku just nak wish everyone Happy New Year...so enjoy your celebration, (well aku tak pernah pun dapat join new year celebration sebenarnya) and may God bless ya......(aku pun tak taulah ape nak cakap and merepek lagi). To Wanie...my beloved roomates....owe...aku skarang roomates dengan Wanie and Aiman chubby...hehehe....erm aku jumpe korang after New Year erk... XOXO...

Saturday, December 27, 2008

Yang Dipertuan Besar Negeri Sembilan just passed away...

I just receive this news from my brother who got this news from his friend, saying that our state King, or we call "Yang Dipertuan Besar", just recently died this morning. Well I'm sure memang menyusahkan. Sure semua kerabat diraja Negeri Sembilan merungut sebab kena balik untuk all thus upacara etc. While my nenek, i don't know either dia kena balik ke tidak, sebab setahu aku, nenek aku selalu kena balik bila time pertabalan raja je. Bile time die mangkat tak taulah plak. Yang sure aku takkan balik kot Seri Menanti tu, by the time pertabalan tu pun aku dah masuk sem baru. So tak de masa aku nak nyusahkan diri lalu Bukit Putus atau lebih dikenali dengan nama Bukit maut sebab jalannye sangatlah ngeri. But honestly aku sangat terkejut dengar berita ni. Cuaca hari ni kat sini pun, mendung, hujan, just tengah hari tadi dalam kul 2 lebih camtu kot baru panas sikit. Well whatever it is...condolence to the royal family, may God bless the King soul. Amin.

World most creative building

Piano Violin Building


Serious shit lawa gile... First time aku tengok dah jatuh cinte. Lawa gile building ni. A piano violin shape building. Lawa gile sial. Kalaulah building ni kat Malaysia dah lame aku pegi amik gambo bebanyak. Tapi masalahnye building to kat China. Kat An Hui Province, China. Kawasan sekitar dia nampak macam kampung je. Whateverlah asal building tu cantek. Tu je. Ni ade several gambo building yang creative dan cantek kat dunia ni. Korang enjoy la ye.. Sure envy nye. Aku yang susah nak envey ni pun geram je tengok. Huhuhu...



The Crooked House - Poland



The Basket Building - USA



The Dancing House (Czech Republic)

Inilah antara 4 building yang aku rase paling unique kat dunia ni. Tengok jelah design die macam mane. Gile gempak sey... OMG...baru aku ingat...next week dah start sem. Mampos. Aku tak de prepare pape pon. Huhuhu... Good bye paradise...welcome back to hell...huwa.........

Thursday, December 25, 2008

Women with 3 boobs?

Well i just surfing around at oddie.com, then i found this some interesting stuff. I found picture of a women with 3 boobies. Wow....that's kindda..weird...firstly i thought it was real...




Then after read the tittle....it just some rejected, most complained and banned advertising from all around the world. The picture above is from Bacardi, Canada, but was banned because as it "objectified and demeaned women" (ASC). Yeah whatever...well here i have some few interesting rejected and banned advertising. Enjoy...


Tom Ford - Most Complained - USA


Gucci - Banned - UK (Lucky guy...hehehe as if u know what i mean)


Six Feet Under TV Series - Banned - UK (It's creepy...beauty to die for? WTF?!)


Diesel - Banned - UK (Wow...that guy must be so...f*** hard...hehe)




And this last one is my fave...cute...and also...sgt...porno....(BTW, i just like it cause the bear seems so cute...erk...)

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

700 Days of Battle: Us vs. The Police


I just finish watch this one Japanese movie called 700 Days of Battle: Us vs. The Police. So damn funny. Lawak bodoh sangat. Serious sakit perut aku gelak. You all should watch this. It's about a group of teenagers dekat this one village declare wars dengan this one new police yang baru transfer ke sana. Macam-macam they all buat pranks semata-mata nak kenakan police tu, ada yang jadi and ada jugak yang tak jadi. Yang bestnye, police tu pun balas balik. Honestly, seriously, this movie is damn lawak...gile... Well if you wanna more about this movie, such as synopsis ke, the actor and actress ke..you can go to this site for more info. And if you wanna watch this movie, here is the link for this damn lawak movie. There had 2 part. This is the part 1 link and this is the part 2 link. Hope you all enjoy. Owe before i forgot, thanks to this one 'Mangkok' yang bernama 'Kashfi' sebab bagitau tentang movie ni. Memang sangat happening wahai mangkok!

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Once

I was just surfing around. Bored. Then suddenly my mp3 player play this one song, "Falling Slowly" by Glen Hansard & Markeeta Irglova. This song won for the Best Original Song in Academy Awards 2007. This song was a soundtrack to an Irish musical film, "Once", that written and directed by John Carney. This film received the Independent Spirit Award for the Best Foreign Film in 2007.

I still remember the day that Wanie, Aiman and me, get so excited to watch this movie at UiTM Puncak Perdana campus. We arrived there extra early then everyone else. If I'm not mistakes, it was on early 3rd semester i guess, correct me if I'm wrong Wanie. It was Tuesday, after going for the talks with Michelle Hogenes at main campus, the theree of us decides to go there by our own, so that we wouldn't have to wait for our bus at section 17 campus. We take the UiTM bus from the main campus that go straight to the Puncak Perdana campus. We arrived there around 4 or 5 something i guess. Well it's extra early cause the show will starts around 8. The we're go to have an early dinner. Then after finishing the dinner, look at the clock we still have about 2 hours before the show started. We start to mumbling around looking for a place to lepak while waiting for the show, then Aiman was searching for surau, to have a prayer. Firstly, we're going to the surau, just for a prayer, then when seeing there's no one there, we're start to lepak in the surau while waiting. We're talking, laughing and sleeping. It was fun. I miss that day. Owe and I've been so jealous with Wanie, cause she brings her instrument together and she keeps get everyone attention with her instrument, while i didn't bring mine. Huhuhu. No heart feelings erk Wanie. Just joking! Well as a music student, we're proud to bring our instrument everywhere that we go, so that's the point.

Back to the story, after lepak and etc, we're get out from the surau around 8. Cause the theater room was just near by. Cause we're extra early, so we got the very front seats. That movie was really amazing. It wasn't a typical love story. All the songs are nice. But of course, my favorite, our favorite (most of the students), is the main OST, "Falling Slowly". The story is about love, of course, friendship, family etc. This story is about a Dublin busker play by Glen Hansard and a Czech immigrant, play by Markeeta Irglova. This story is about a short relationship or friendship i guess, that effects each others life. How they point their self to the right direction. It ain't ending like a typical love story. It end with each other at the win - win situation, it great, cause they ain't selfish, they think of others before making the decision. Well, honestly i did cry, but i dunno either anyone notice about it. Hehehe.... Well i heard that they might wanna shoot for ONCE 2, but I'm not so sure about it. Cause the news that i heard on tv, wasn't clear enough for me to hear it while that. Well, i hope, they will have ONCE 2, cause I'm so excited to watch it. And hope for some more better songs.

If you have a chance to download or to but the cd's you should watch it. It's a nice independent story. Well, if you try to search it on youtube, forget about it, cause I've already search it no one shares it. Only the OST clips are there. Well you should listen to this 3 best OST, "Falling Slowly", "If You Want Me" and "Lies". It was so nice. Well here is the clip for the main OST and my favorite song ever, "Falling Slowly" by Glen Hansard and Markeeta Irglova.









P/S:Love the movie quote. "How often do you find the right person? 'ONCE'" It's very nice

Monday, December 22, 2008

What else?

What else should i do to please your heart? You told me that we should have some understanding, but now, where all thus understanding have gone? Quite, silent, no sound, no reaction. All that reveals is some unknown motif war! I just can't understand the men's! First, they were Angles, then they were Evils! Sometimes i just lost my faith, to count on them. To depend on them. First they tell that they love you, then they will rip it all your heart away! I have been hurt for so many times, but why am i have to be hurt for one more time? I don't wanna get hurt for the rest of my life. I rather die or not to fall in love again! But it just so hard to resist it. I am so soft-hearted. I'm easy and quickly to forgive someone, or to accept something new. Did i deserve this? Maybe? Perhaps? Is it some punishment for me to hurt someone in my past? Well yeah i admit that i have done something wrong, i hurt someone. But it's just the one time. I quickly get out of his life. I don't wanna trouble his life anymore. Maybe it's a punishment to me i guess. I hope that i am strong enough to through this. It is true what Tio (some friends) said, during 3 month on the early relationship are the honeymoon time. The 4 month is where all the drama begins. Yes and it's true. Seems like the history repeating again. Please tell me what's wrong with you? Is there had something wrong with me? What else should i do to make you happy? What else should i do to see you smile? Please tell me! Seems like you're the one who break the rules of understanding! What else should i do? Please tell me!






BERHENTI BERHARAP by Shiela On 7


Aku tak percaya lagi
Dengan apa yang kau beri
Aku terdampar disini
Tersudut menunggu mati
Aku tak percaya lagi
Akan guna matahari
Yang dulu mampu terangi
Sudut gelap hati ini

Aku berhenti berharap
Dan menunggu datang gelap
Sampai nanti suatu saat
Tak ada cinta kudapat
Kenapa ada derita
Bila bahagia tercipta
Kenapa ada sang hitam
Bila putih menyenangkan
Haa...

Aku pulang...
Tanpa dendam
Ku terima kekalahanku
Aku pulang...
Tanpa dendam
Ku salutkan kemenanganmu
Woo...

Kau ajarkan aku bahagia
Kau ajarkan aku derita
Kau tunjukan aku bahagia
Kau tunjukan aku derita
Kau berikan aku bahagia
Kau berikan aku derita

Haa...
Haa...

Aku pulang...
Tanpa dendam
Ku terima kekalahanku
Rebahkan tangguhmu
Lepaskan perlahan
Kau akan mengerti
Semua...

Aku berhenti berharap
Dan menunggu datang gelap
Sampai nanti suatu saat
Tak ada cinta kudapat

Sunday, December 21, 2008

Guess what...?

Well, i just came back from Shah Alam, seeing my bf. My dad pick me up then bring me to some resturant, cause both of us haven't eat yet. When we arrived, my dad friends already there. They wanna discuss about their band stuff. Then i dunno who, suddenly someone brought up the topic about celebrity stuff. One of them said that he use to have Jamal Abdilah draft for one of his hit song. I don't remember the title of the song. He said, he met Jamal when he was in prison or sumthin. Cause he was an ex-police. But then too bad that he lost the draft. Then my dad said Ah Chong (my dad friends) have P.Ramlee's IC. But it's just the photocopy la. Then of course i merengek wanna look at it, and he (Ah Chong) show me...and now i have a copy of it too but it just in the picture. Hehehe...



P.Ramlee's IC (Front)



P.Ramlee's IC (Back)


Owe before i forget i also recieved some sad news, P.Ramlee's son, Nasir Ramlee, passed away a few days ago. On Thursday i think. Condolence to his family.

Saturday, December 20, 2008

Jealous...cemburu?

Am i jealous? Am i kidding? Am crying? Crying inside? I'm confuse. Suddenly confuse with all the decision that i have made. I am crying inside. I miss someone from the past. And i'm gonna be dead if Naz read this. Hope that he won't. Why la suddenly jiwa kacau. Cemburu i guess.... Whatever...la... Just let it be. Let him with his own way, and me in my own way. Yang penting we're still friends. Itu saja.

Malaysian Youth Lifestyle Festival

Have you heard of youthsays.com? It's a Malaysian Youth Opinion Community. Well on this early January, on 9 until 11 January, 2009, there had a Malaysian Youth Lifestyle Festival. There's so many activities there to join, such as battle of the band, Malaysian Youth Entrepreneur Convention, Street Dance Challenge, Futsal, Jazzercise Challenge, Expression Photography Challenge, Celebs Session, Foosball Tournament, Basketball challenge and lots more. This events will held at PWTC, on 9 until 11 January 2009. From 10.30 am to 9.30 pm. Can't wait to join the crowd. Especially to watch the Battle of the Band challenge. Owe, and to my faculty student, it's one of the events that you guys can join to get one of your forum activity. Hehehe... Owe i've already claim the pass for this events, hope you guys will do the same if you wanna join this events.





Damn Laptop!

Damn laptop! Argh...i'm so pissed off right now, with this damn lappy! Suddenly aja semalam dia tiba-tiba buat hal, sound hilang. I dunno how come! Puas aku check kenapa, but hampeh! I hate this lappy. Lately ni banyak sangat buat hal! Windows lah, cd player die lah, battery lah, now the sound pulak! Macam B**i!Damn! Aku baru guna setahun lebih. Setahun sebulan baru, tapi dah buat hal. Damn. Then baru la pulak aku dengar dari member aku cakap Acer memang banyak buat hal. Damn sucks! Bila aku dah beli baru la ade yang cakap camtu. Waktu before beli, aku dah tanye ramai and ramai plak tu yang suggest Acer, macam hampeh! Sucks! Sucks! Hey, i can't live without my music...! Huwa...getting insane. But thank God, still ada my cell. Boleh la lagi dengar lagu. And thank God i'm still at home. So kalau nak tengok youtube or etc, boleh bukak pc rumah. Tapi kena rebut dengan papa and along la.. Huwa... Damn laptop!

Friday, December 19, 2008

OST "Virgin"

It's a nice song. OST from movie, "Virgin" (Perawan), an Indonesian movie. Well i can't find any other better video clip, only this one, the clip quality kindda sucks, but hope you enjoy the song. Tittle "Aku Perawan" (I'm Virgin) by Ika Putri.






Aku Perawan - OST VIRGIN

Kawan kita bergandengan
Namun kita tak sejalan
Kawan kita berlarian
Namun tak satu tujuan

reff :
Woo..oo.oo aku perawan
Woo..oo.oo ku tak sejaman
Woo..oo.oo aku perawan
Woo..oo.oo..

Apa aku membosankan
Karena tak sealiran
Apa aku tak tau aturan
Karena tak ikut-ikutan

Back to reff

Chorus :

Biar aja orang bilang aku ketinggalan...
Kesucian bagiku penting untuk di pertahankan
Dan akuu yakin tuhan pun berikan aku tempat yang
Terindah...


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Thank You

I just got my exam result for my 3rd semester, and i pass. Yahoo... Well there had a few subjects that I'm not really confident with it. Most of the subjects are my final seats and i passed. Especially, my Aural Skills subject or in the other name Ear Training. That's the most hardest subject ever. Thank you Allah, and also thanks to all the one that support me, my family, friends and also my bf who always be there for me when i 'merengek' or in trouble. Actually after i had finished my final exam for this semester, i don't really feel comfortable with my situation, cause i had a few subjects that on the final seating. I've already loose my faith at the end of the 3rd semester, but thank God i pass it all.

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

How to convert a t-shirt into a dress

Well i just surfing and watch some "How to..." clip on youtube, then i found this interesting clip, how to convert a big size t-shirt into a sexy dress. It's kindda nice, quick and simple. I may wanna do it one for myself, cause it's kindda nice and simple. Enjoy the clip.



Thursday, December 11, 2008

Money!

Why there still had some people who owe us a money, and didn't know how to re-pay us back? I am so freakin mad right now. Dah la bila nak pinjam sanggup datang rumah tengah-tengah malam lagi, janji dalam 2 or 3 month, right now already one year! F**K! Then when we ask for the money back, banyak kali tangguh time payment. Hello...masa kau nak pinjam, datang tengah-tengah malam senang je dapat, then now bila nak bayar, liat gila. Dasar penipu. Patutlah bini kau tak cayekan kau! Kau memang macam B**I! Kalau dengan Along ni, sure dah mati anak bini kau kena bunuh. Damn, if by tomorrow kau tak bayar jugak, memang aku pegi menyalak kat anak-anak kau. Bukannye siket wei, 3,000 RM. Macam palat lau kau ni. Janji macam taik kucing. Memang macam la****t!

Another sad story...

Another sad story from yesterday, condolence to Mohd Khairul Ridzuan and family for the lost of their beloved mother. It makes me receive 2 sad new on one day.

Then when i text a friend of mine, from UPSI, and share some another sad story, his student passed away due to falling from level 17 from the condo that she's live in. From what my friend said, the little girl wanna run away from home cause the police found a laptop, towel toothbrush etc in her bag. And one more thing the he heard from his friend, her mom was abusive and that cause the girl for wanna running away from home.


Well condolence to the girl family and that makes me receive 3 sad news in one day. Owe yeah, i was reading a novel when i receive the new about Ridzuan mom, then after that when i continue reading the novel, the next page was the part when their cat dies. Damn, why should i receive all this bad and sad news in one day? Gosh... Well condolence once again to all of the family for the lost of their loves one... Al-Fatihah

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Al-Fatihah and condolence to Gg's family

When i woke up this morning, i was shocked by some sad news. My cousin passed away this morning, around 5.30 am. And i guess that explain why i can't sleep this morning until around 6 am i guess. Well, sorry i can't go to visit their family, Gg's family, we're sorry cause we couldn't make it. Well condolence's to his family. Well we're not really close to Gg's family, but from what i heard, my aunt said, Gg was sick before, I'm not so cause what illness. The truth is, Gg is a special person, he's retard and can't survive on his own. From what that i know, since i was a kid, all Gg's eat only a banana's and he's so skinny. Maybe Allah loves him the most and he know that Gg cant survive on his own if his father passed away. May Allah bless Gg's soul. And now Gg follow his mom going back to our creator, Allah. May Allah bless you my cousin. Amin.

Monday, December 8, 2008

Wah...Suami muda

Well seperti biasa la aku surfing some stuff, then terjumpa pulak satu blog ni, and one of the artical sangat menarik perhatian. Title post tu Rahsia Wook jaga suami lebih muda. Korang boleh clik kat title tu kalau nak view. Wah aku memang amazed sesangat. Perempuan ni dah tua, umur 106 tahun, so boleh aku panggil nenek la dan yang paling bestnye ni umur suami dia, 37 tahun. Cuba bayangkan 69 tahun lagi tua dari suami die. Wa...salute aku sama nenek tu. Owe lupe pulak, nama nenek tu Wook Kundur and suami die pulak Mohd. Nor Musa. Suami dia ni, adalah suami yang ke 22. Wow, sangatlah hebat. Anak pulak ada lebih dari 20 dan cucu lagi la tak terkira. Well dalam artical tu die cerita la macam mana dia jaga suami muda die tu. Sentiasa jaga makan, pakaian etc. Yang bestnye, still boleh melayan tempat tidur lagi tu. Macam manelah agaknye erk. Tak dapat ku bayangkan. Tapi apa yang boleh aku kate, nenek ni sangat hebat. Yang kat atas tu gambar nenek tu dengan suami die, aik, macam suami die segan je nak pegang die. Hehehe... Btw, atas dasar apa agaknye ye suami die tu kawin dengan die? Cinta ke? Any comment?

Lupe pulak...

Aku dah ngok-ngek pasal bencana-bencana alam, lupa pulak nak wish Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha pada semua. Enjoy your raya.

Oh dear...

Oh dear, peristiwa hitam berulang lagi. Except this time tidak melibatkan terlalu ramai orang. Tanah runtuh di Bukit Antarabangsa lagi. According to the newspaper that i read, tak ingat la newspaper mane, either utasan, star or etc..., tanah runtuh di bukit Antarabangsa tu mula terjadi sejak 1985 lagi. Tapi among all kes tanah runtuh yang terjadi, kes highland towers yang paling teruk, kalau tak salah dalam 1995 kan? Waktu tu aku baru 6 tahun. Well, aku ikut perkembangan tu except that i'm still a kid and tatau nak buat apa just dengar je la berita. Memang sedih, pilu, menyayat hati, tapi aku rasa kes tsunami lagi pilu kot?! Lagi ramai yang terbunuh.

Korang perasan tak, all this bala happen bila tiba bulan 12? Dan satu lagi, kalau korang perasan, ada 3 recent kejadian bencana alam yang terjadi pada tarikh 26 December ni, which is earthquake di Iran pada tahun 2003 yang menyebabkan lebih kurang 10,000 orang maut, the next year nye pulak, tsunami yang menggemparkan satu dunia, pada tahun 2004, dimana lebih kurang 230,000 orang maut. Kita di Malaysia pun turut terkena tapi korban di sini tidak setinggi di Indonesia. Yang paling menyayat hati bila sorang bapa hilang ke semua ahli keluarga ke atau anaknya saja, tah la, aku pun ingat-ingat lupa. Yang tu happen kalau tak silap dekat Penang. Kesian betul. Aku pun menangis bila dengar cerita tu. Dan yang paling terbaru sekali earthquake kat Taiwan, tapi sebab kat sana diorang dah prepare, so ade warning earthquake ape semua, jadi just 2 orang yang tak bernasib baik je la yang mati sebab benca tu. Semua disaster yang aku nyatakan ni terjadi dalam bulan yang sama dan takih yang sama.

Korang tak pelik ke? Kenapa bulan 12 yang selalu terjadi semua ni? Highland tower tu bulan 12, tsunami bulan 12, earthquake kat Taiwan and Iran tu pun bulan 12. Well ada sesetengah pihak mengatakan, mungkin pembalasan yang diberikan pada manusia-manusia yang tak sedar diri lagi. According tu info yang aku dapat, ada yang cakap masa malam christmas, ramai orang dekat Acheh yang celebrate christmas, sampai tak ingat dunia. Then the next day...bum tsunami. Mungkin pembalasan dan juga amaran kepada siapa yang tak sedar diri lagi kot.

Macam kat Bukit Antarabangsa tu, tu kan tempat elit, well tempat maksiat pun iya tu. Iya la, ramai yang permpuan simpanan la, honey boy la, semua disumbat kesitu. Mane taknye petaka selalu terjadi kat sana. Well aku ade jugak member yang duduk sana dan dia sangatlah player. Bertukar gf, tu tak pe lagi, main tu dah semestinya, dan last sekali yang aku dengar tentang dia, dia sibuk cari ubat turun darah sebab ada yang dah melekat la tu. Nasib la aku tak pernah tersangkut dengan dia. Kalau tak naiya je.

Well back to the story, sekarang ni, apa yang aku dengar dah 8 orang mati dalam runtuhan yang baru-baru ni berlaku kat bukit antarabangsa. Kesian memang la kesian. Tapi pemaju still jalankan jugak projek buat rumah baru. Tarah sana sini keliling bukit. Mane taknye terjadi pekara macam ni. Suggestion aku, hentikan je la semua projek pembinaan kat situ. Dah cukup dah. Bangunkanlah pulak tempat lain. Tempat yang lebih selamat.




Klip Tanah Runtuh kat Bukit Antarabangsa

Sunday, December 7, 2008

Wa...the vocalist masuk TV!

Wah...i suddenly scream and scared both of my cat who running away as fast as they could. Well i'm amazed. I didnt get a chance to watch the semi-final for Juara Lagu 2008 which i was so badly wanna watch it. Then just a minute ago i decided to watch some of the song in youtube, my bro said the back up vocal was so gempak, and i was ok and eager to know who the hell is it, and when i watch wah...it's all of my friends and seniors... Wah...all the top vocal student ma... Isa, Kak Amal, Kak Dayang and Kak Rabiatul and also one of the degree bro. I don't remember his name. But i do know him. He was Isa close friends. And i was like so tak aci cause all this vocal student easily can get popular by being a back up vocal. While us the classical guitar student, struggle to get a good place... Wa...so hard. The classical song was so damn susah. I wish i'll take vocal before then guitar. Well on my time before, there's a lot of vocal and guitar student were accepted, then they have to re-audition back, but i still got guitar majoring cause there's only 2 girls who play the guitar in our faculty on that time. So accept je la the destiny. Huhuhu... Btw, congrats to all of them, pandai korang cari peluang ye.... Hehehehe. Hey let me know if there had any performance who wanna use the clasical guitar player, nak join the crowd jugak! Hehehe





Cinta Terhalang by Bob on Semi-final Juara Lagu 2008

Thursday, December 4, 2008

Al-Fatihah

I was just surfing around looking for another blogging center, then suddenly my eyes stopped at this one girl blog, My Juice, by Erina Zahara. Her blog was nice, and the colour captured my eyes. A bright orange and brown. When i was scanning some of her post, my eyes stopped at this one post tittle Al-Fatihah. In that post she was talking about a friend that she didn't have a chance to know her closer, and that girl passed away on that day, October 19, 2008.

Her name was Maisara or she called her Sara Aziz. Then she give a link to Sara blog, i was eager to find out about this girl, why they said that she was so special etc. When i reach her blog, i read some of her last articles before she's gone. I cried. She was special. Such a brave young women. She died at the age of 20. Still young. She died because of cancer. I'm not so sure what type of cancer it is, cause i give up loading her page, it was damn slow, I'm not so sure either is it because of my Internet connection or her page was too heavy. But i got to see a glance of her picture. She's pretty and sweet. Beautiful with or without her make-up. Her last post was about her doctor persuades her to give a chance to chemotherapy. But she still resist it. Chemo is painful, i know it. My late mum also passed away cause of cancer. She first discover that she have a cancer when i was in form 1, it's kindda hard for me cause I'm still young too settle down all thus things at home.

First she was diagnosis for having a breast cancer, well as an advice from the doctor, she did an operation to get rid of the cancer stuff. Well it successful. She takes almost a year to recover from the operation. After almost 4 years from the operation, one day when i got home from school, my dad said that she was in hospital, she fell in the bathroom and she had a problem with her lung, she's hard to breathe. I was speechless. All i do is, change my clothes and quickly asked him to send me to mum. I was in form five and I'll be sitting for my final exam in a few month from that. When i arrived at the hospital, she said the doctor already pump out the water from her lung. But she still seems so hard to breathe. She stayed at the hospital alone that night. The next day i came to the hospital after school, i got up first and my dad going to parked the car. When i arrived there, there had this Indian doctor, she was checking her reports the she was saying something to her. But all i remember is, when she persuades her to go for a chemotherapy back, and her cancer is getting worst. I look at her and she speechless and have nothing to explain it to me. I quickly ran out and call for my ex bf to release all those things that haunting and bothering my mind. He calm me down as usual and then i go back inside, looking at my dad and mum, they said that the test from the water that they pump out from her lung yesterday, have a cancer cell. They diagnosis her as stage 4 and I'm not so sure either it's negative or positive, cause on previous, she was diagnosis as in stage 2 negative as the cancer cell was not active. Doctor predict that she only have about 3 month to live. She resist to accept any chemo anymore, she said it was painful, and i know it. I see her suffer before. And i suffer too looking at her like that. She was diagnosis on March 2006 and she passed away on July 2006. On a Sunday morning, in her sleep.

Gosh....i miss her and I've get too far from my first story, about Sara Aziz. Condolence to Sara's family. Even i don't even know her at all, but her story tear me up. Well she reminds me to my mum. A lot. Both of the suffer from cancer and passed away. I haven't taste a real home cook meal since my mum gone. She is a good chef, well she was a chef at 5 star hotel before, but she resigned since she been diagnosis for having a cancer on 2002. Gosh i miss you mama......i miss you so much. Before i forget, this is Sara Aziz blog, if you wanna know more about her.

Al-Fatihah to my mum, Noridah bt. Mohd Noor

and also

Al-Fatihah to Sara Aziz

May Allah bless both you in your past and after life.

I love you mama.






This song reminds me to my mum. I miss you mama...


Happy Birthday Syah...

Happy Birthday to my beloved best friend, Aisyah@Syah@Mok....hehehe Well you're 19 now.... Wish you were here so that we can celebrate it together but too bad that you're on practical right now. But perhaps we can see each other on Aid Adha......See you pall....... Owe and enjoy your country scenery there at Melaka.....erm is it country? Erm whatever....hehehe Well this is just a new begging Syah, you can't stay practical around Negeri Sembilan forever... Hehehe.. cheers...

I miss this moment...after high school at the cyber cafe where i work as a part time worker.

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

U.O.X Play is back!

UOX play is back. Well as i told you all before that i went for an audition at capsquare for uox play and now it's back for the grand final uox of the year. Well i hope there will be more promotion about this. Well i know the promo has been made in newspaper and web but perhaps on tv or magazine etc. The events that i went before at capsquare was superb. Honestly it's the kind of events that i ever wanted to join. It's all for teenagers no parents or kids that we can bump into there. It's really nice. But maybe because the capsquare location was too new for all of us and it's hard to find it. We take almost 2 hours to get there. It was so much fun. The audition, the performance, the bazaar, the camera women, the breakdance, the art stuff but too bad for the crowd. I guess maybe they couldn't find their way to get there. But perhaps this coming Play will be supernova. Cause it will held on sungei wang rooftop. There must be crazy up there. Well the most important thing is, purple, don't change the purple colour, cause it was the identity for celcom and also my fave colour...hehehe. Well i guess this is for now about the UOX Play owe and don't forget to vote for this superb talented person...hehehe...

Monday, December 1, 2008

Because I'm A Girl

A video clip that keeps me crying every time i watch it. The original version is in Korean, by Kiss, a Korean girl group, but this is the English version of this song by Jini, one of the Kiss members. This song also sing in several languages, but all i have in collection right now is only 3 version, Korean, English and Tagalog. But here i choose the English version cause it's easier to understand the lyric then the original one or others. Hope you enjoy.





Because I'm A Girl - KISS

I just can't understand the ways
Of all the men and their mistakes
You give them all your heart
And then they rip it all away

You told me how much you loved me
And how our love was meant to be
And I believed in you
I thought that you would set me free

(REFRAIN):
You should've just told me the truth
That I wasn't the girl for you
Still, I didn't have a clue
So my heart depended on you, whoa

(CHORUS):
Although I'll say I hate you now
Though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

Been told a man will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie
I gave my all, still I just cry

Never again will I be fooled
To give my all when nothing's true
I won't be played again
But I will fall in love again

(REFRAIN)

(CHORUS)

I loved you so
Now you leave me in the cold
How could this be
I thought that you'd only love me

Into the night
I will pray that you're alright
You hurt me so
I just can't let you go

You took advantage of my willingness
To do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain
Will you please take it all away

Never thought being born a girl
How I can love you and be burned
And now I will build a wall
To never get torn again

(CHORUS) [2x]




Seem so wrong...

Everything use to be going quite well in my life. Now everything seems so wrong. So wrong. Ain't going the right. Everything seems falling apart. a lots of unexpected and unwanted things happen and i don't know how to handle it. Should i start it back again? Or should i just through the agony of pain? It's all in one. Only my heart knows what am i suffering to. With the family, with the studies, with the lover, and while I'm down right now, no friends came to help or at least to be some who i can turn to except for my best friends, Syah. But she can't always be there. She got her own things to do. Plus she's on her 2nd semester practical now as a nursing student. Sometimes like i wanna get rid of myself, but i know it's a big crime. I guess I'm lost my way right now, and i don't know to who i can turn to. I can't put all the burden on papa, he had suffer enough especially since mama passed away 2 years ago. Emotion suffering, that's what I've been through right now. Before this i use to turn to my bf, but i know he got he's own problem to settle things down. And i can't always depending on him. I have to learn how to survive too. But it just i don't know how to do it. I really loose my way. Can't turn to papa cause he had suffer enough about this family and also his siblings and mama's family too. It's kindda complicated, but that's what happen. My brother? He got he's own prob and i don't even wanna discover about it cause i had enough things that running into my mind right now. I know he's suffer too but he just didn't show it. Syah, she's on practical. My bf? He with he's own problem and i know he had suffer enough too and i don't wanna bother him with my problem. Wanna let him stabilize himself first then i trouble him with my problem. Argh...i feel like I'm going insane right now. I just hope that there can be miracle for me to handle all this. So hoping for a miracle.

Thursday, November 27, 2008

I cry

I cry when he sing me this song, "Mungkinkah Terjadi" by Spider. I know it sounds like other typical love song, but the lyric was so deep, the meaning closely related to our story. I don't know how to express it but all i can do is cry and cry. I also do some similar translation to English for the lyric. But it's not exactly the same as the original lyric, i do change it a lil bit for the rhyming and also that comes from my heart. Here was a clip of this song by Spider, singing "Mungkinkah Terjadi" unplugged version. And also there's the lyric and the similar translation or perhaps should i say a poem that inspired by the song? Erm whatever, just enjoy the song.






Seringkali hati bertanya

Tiap saat kita bersama

Sampai bilakah harus ku memendam rasa

Tak pernah ku merasai

Bibir terkunci

Jiwa bergelora rasa tak percaya

Adakah ku bermimpi

Mimpi disiang hari

Dirimu…

Telah lama ku nantikan

Wajah yang bermain di mimipi-mimpiku

Hidupku…

Kini bagaikan penjara

Tanpamu disisi tak bermakna

Mungkinkah akan terjadi

Dirimu aku miliki

Berilah tanda kepastianmu

Namun jika tak tercapai harapanku

Selama hayat dirimu tetap ku sanjungi



"Mungkinkah Terjadi" by Spider




Inspired from "Mungkinkah Terjadi"


I’m always keep wondering why

Every time when I see the lies

I know you keep pretending to prevent me cry

I never felt this way before

My heart so in loves and adore

Without you by my side, I’m crying for sure

Am I was in fantasy?

That never turns to reality

I love you so…

Like won’t ever let you go…

The one I’ve been waiting for all of my life

I am alone

And I’m in prison with this wound

Without you by my side and I can’t survived

Would it turn to what meant to be?

That your heart belongs here with me

Tell me now there are no lies that would ever be

If you were not meant for me, for eternity

I will love you now until the final air I breathe

4.24 AM


November 27, 2008

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Vote for Nazire

This is my bf audition clip for the celcom uox play. He play a song that he compose and named it 'Sitar'. He change the string pitch ain't like usual, to get the sound of the sitar. Hope you guys enjoy. Vote for Nazire.


Monday, November 24, 2008

The gemstones colour meaning

As a gemstones and crystal lover, i love to find out about the meaning of the colour of each gemstones and crystal that i have. And here i have some basic info about the colour meaning of the gemstones.

First and foremost, purple. Purple is the color of good judgment. It is the color of people seeking for spiritual fulfillment. It is said if you surround yourself with purple you will have peace of mind. Purple is a good color to use in meditation.Purple has been used to symbolize magic and mystery, as well as royalty. Being the combination of red and blue, the warmest and coolest colors, purple is believed to be the ideal color. Most children love the color purple. Purple is the color most favored by artists. Thursday's color is purple.


The next one will be, Pink. Pink symbolize to love and beauty. It is a quiet colour. Pink is a combination of red and white. The quality of energy in pink is determined by how much red is present. White is the potential for fullness, while red helps you to achieve that potential. Pink combines these energies. Shades of deep pink, such as magenta, are effective in neutralizing disorder and violence. Some prisons use limited deep pink tones to diffuse aggressive behaviour.Pink provides feelings of caring, tenderness, self-worth and love, acceptance.


The next one will be Gold. It symbolize wealth, prosperity and wisdom. People who favor the color gold are optimistic.The tibetan Buddhist believes in 5 sacred stones: the crystal for light, turquoise for infinity of sea and sky, coral for life and form, gold for the golden ray of the sun, silver for the light of the moon. Gold is intimately linked with Divinity and those gods associated with the Sun. Well i'm sorry, there's no picture for this gold gemstone cause i couldn't find any perfect colour that suite this gold gemstones. So sorry.

Blue represent the colour of the sky, ocean, sleep and twilight. The ancient Egyptians used lapis lazuli to represent heaven. Blue symbolizes the Virgin Mary. A pure blue is the color of inspiration, sincerity and spirituality. Blue is often the chosen color by conservative people. Blue is the calming color. That makes it a wonderful color to use in the home, especially for babies. Blue is so soothing that is a good choice for pajamas. Dark blue is the color of truth and moderation. A blue iris means your friendship is very important to me. Wednesday's color is blue. Blue gemstones to wear to feel calm are blue sapphire and blue topaz. Lapis lazuli and azurite are said to heighten psychic power. Turquoise is the symbol of youth, both the color and the gemstone. This color has a soothing affect. Turquoise is the color of communication. It contains the growth quality of green with the blue quality of communication. Turquoise has long been used in amulets to provide protection, health, confidence and strength.

Well there had more colour to go, but i'm too tired and kindda sleepy right now. Haven't got enough rest for this late few days. I'll continue about the meaning of all this gemstones later.

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Sacrifice

Do you remember all the things that you said to me?
Do you remember, from the trap that you set me free?
Will you ever be there when I'm falling down?
Would you help me stand up from lying on the ground?

Would you ever sacrifice?
From your lifestyle that so good and nice?
Would you ever sacrifice?
Until the day we dies

You're meant so much to me
Cause you're the one that set me free
From all the freaking agony
With all the lies that surrounding me

You're the one who willing to be with me
When i losing the grip, from my feet of the street
You're the one who treat me so freely
When I'm stuck on the heat, put your heart in a beat

You always be there for me no matter what happen
But I'm still wonder will you still ever be there with arms wide open
When you saw there was no hope will come
Will you still ever be around?

I still remember when I'm asking
"Will you ever be with me, til the end of time?"
And you answer without wondering
"Til the end of time,"

I know that you will, even it's killing you inside
I know that you will, even it's fighting for pride
Will you ever sacrifice, and always be there?
Will you ever sacrifice, giving your life and care?

12.55 AM

Inspired by a song "Sacrifice" by Nazire

Dedicated to Nazire. I love you so much.

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Audition

Last Saturday (November 15, 2008), i accompanied my bf and my friend, Azizul to an audition. We went to two audition. The first audition was held at Bukit Bintang Sidewalk. Azizul and my bf audition for a lead guitarist on the Twisties Bingit audition. My bf also audition for vocal. But i didn't join them in the audition. Cause it was held in the sidewalk, and had a lots of people there, will making me freaking nervous. We bump into a few of my faculty buddies such as Fred, Farid(Part 1), Ardiv and also Kimie. Well i'm kindda excited to see them there. After that, we went to find where the hell is the Capsquare mall. It's a new mall. Even i've already been there, but i don't know where the hell is it. It's kindda out of no where. Well we've been mumbling around for about an hour i guess, then we went to KLCC. My bf call his friend who was on the way to KL from Shah Alam and wanna join us in the next audition. He pick us up some where around KLCC, the we went to capsquare with him. We find that place around 6 PM. It was such a hell looking for that place. It was an unknown new mall. The only person who really want to go for that audition at the capsquare is my bf, Azizul don't wanna join it. He said he had enough of disaster at the Twisties Bingit audition. Ok fine. When we arrived there, we find out that the audition wasn't really in public. It was in a small cabin where there's only have the camera man and one or two of the crew, but most of the time is only the camera man. The records that the camera man take will be shown on www.uox.com, but i don't know when they gonna show it, then people will vote for the semi-finalist, the semi-finalist will perform in a concert to choose the finalist and so on. I started to think to join for the audition. After my bf done with his audition, i try to persuade my bf friend, Jalil, who we call Jack Sparow cause of his out-loud attitude, to join the audition. I'm not the only one who persuade him, Azizul also join the club. It works, Jack really join the audition, it was sucks cause he wasn't prepare at all. Then Azizul, the one who didn't wann join the audition for the first, went to the room for audition. I started to laugh at him. The i went for a walk with my bf, just around there to see all those bazaar and etc. Then when we get back from the walk, we find out that Jalil wanna join the audition for the second time, but this time with Azizul who will be accompany him. My bf just laugh at both of them. I keep urge them to hurry up cause i Azizul was using my bf guitar, while i wanna practise a lil bit with him before i went to that room for the audition. I sing the same old song, Falling Slowly, the song that i sing for my pop ensemble. Owe, my bf accompanied me on guitar in the audition. Well, after Jack and Azizul audition, it was my turn, well to be honest, for the first i still feel nervous, but the camera men was so friendly, the boys even made friend with him. Well i don't really remember his name but Azizul friend, Shahril, the one who follow us, did take his picture, well just a snap. I didnt really feel nervous at all when i'm in the room, well Jack and Shahril also in there to watch our performance. My bf warn Jack earlier for not to laugh or making a jokes while we perform, cause he always make a jokes without even care where the hell it is. Well he did behave during the recording. I'm glad. But my perform ain't go that smooth. On the first chorus, i can't reach the 1st high note, but i maintain to keep it ok till the end, and also, there had one part where my bf got the melody wrong, and it was so obvious, but whatever, i just keep it sing. I was join it for fun and also experience. It was so much fun that i thought. Actually they will have a party on that night at the events, but i'm not so sure at what time, either it starts at 12 or 11. But we can't join them. Shahril, have to go back cause he was on a night duty shift. So all of us have to go back early. They send me to KL Sentral, i went back to Seremban by train. Arrived around 10.30 pm. So damn tired. Plus i didn't have enough sleep last night. But it was so much fun. I really enjoy it. Here's a clip that i record through my phone, well the quality is freaking bad, but it just for a memory to me. He sing "Sacrifice", his own song. Well there had a lot of 'sumbang', and etc, but just put it for fun. Hope u enjoy.



Sacrifice by Nazire

Friday, November 14, 2008

She Use To Be There

She was always there waiting for him

But he wasn’t there, making her life in dim

He treat her unfair, because he didn’t care

She always be prepare, when he’s out of no where

She was always there, when he’s falling down

Reaching up his hand before he hit the ground

But he didn’t even realize all thus care that she give

Because he’s so selfish and thinking so negative

Her heart been hurt so much

Every time that he left without even touch

All the sanity has been gone so far

Without even realize that he torn her heart apart

She use to be his angle, that giving him hope and get him out of his pain

He caught, their love in a triangle, living her alone like she use to remain

He never realize until she’s gone, he’s suffer where no one to heal his wound

When she sing a song, now he realize that he’s been so wrong

Still feel she’s lingers around

Every time when he feel his world upside down

How he wishes she was there for to heal his wound

But now he hit the ground



2.28 Am
November 14, 2008


I wrote this poem and dedicate to anyone who just realize that he or she just lost someone that they love because he or she didn't realize how special that person is. A friend use to give me this quote:

"When you found love, treasure it, take care of it and make good use to it. Cause love come unseen, you can only see it when it's gone!"


P/S: Please correct me if my grammar was wrong. Honestly, my grammar is sucks!

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

The stupidity of an ex-boyfriend

I was cooking for my dinner making a sausage roll, then suddenly my phone ringing, a javanese tone, the tone that i set for my message. It's a message from one of my ex bf, name Z**i. This is the excatly dialog that we have in our message.

Ex : I need your help. I'm desperate.
Me : What?
Ex : I kena pinjam some cash. I'll pay back in 2 weeks. Leh?
Me : Sorry i tgh x da duit skarang ni. N d 300 that u owe me pun u x baya lagi kan?!
Ex : I tau. If ada, i dh byr k
Me : Ok
Ex : U n bf ok?
Me : So happy 2gather
Ex : Bila kawin?
Me : Haha. Lmbt lg. Tunggu i hbs degree dulu. U tanye org, u 2 bile plak?
Ex : Next year kot sbb i'm flying off, so kawin dulu. Hehehe
Me : Owe dgn dat gurl yg dlm friendster 2? Poyo kate x de gf
Ex : U tanya gf, i jwb xde, sbb dia tunang i
Me : Wah, bile mase u bertunang? X bgtau pon.
Ex : Family je tau. Wat kecik2.
Me : Owe k. Congrats. I'm happy 4 u.
Ex : Sure ke? Or u mrh?
Me : Buat ape i nk marah, i'm happy with him now.
Ex : I xde ckp pape bout him pun
Me : La tdkn u ckp i happy or marah kan? Then i ckp i'm happy for u plus i'm happy with him
around 2. Nape? U x caye erk?
Ex : Doubtful, tp ok la. Hehe. Hows sha? (My bestfriend)
Me : Ok dgn bf baru n bkn dgn cine 2 lg.
Ex : Dia ada cuba flirt ngan bf u?
Me : Nope. X penah jumpe pon. I pon dh lame x jumpe die.
Ex : Beware of her k. I just rase die jeles ngan u je.
Me : Sebab?
Ex : U dpt better guys than her
Me : Entahlah. Pape jelah. Just 4get bout d past. Malas nk ingt.
Ex : Ok. I just anggap dia cheap, tu je
Me : Y?
Ex : Flirty n senang
Me : Lain org lain opinion.
Ex : Maybe, tp dia memang easy 2 get
Me : Erm then how come u x dpt die?
Ex : I xnak, bkn xdpt. Y i nk dia pun?
Me : Bkn u penah nk flirt ngan die smpi nk dumped me wak2 tu?
Ex : I nak f**k her je
Me : Aik diam? Erm x pe lah.
Ex : I did get to see her naked, tu a good step
Me : Yelah 2. Tp u x dpt pun kan? Erm. Dh la just 4get bout all those stuff.
Ex : oh, u xtau? After we broke up, i ade kuar ngan dia, n bwk g hotel. She tunjuk everything
Me : How come? X faham maksud u?
Ex : Up2u nak caye ke x. I ckp je.
Me : Ye ke? Or u buat cite je?
Ex : Ask her if uxcaya or i can send u gambar dia tdo naked. Hehehe. Da
Me : Sbb u lie 2 me be4. So x tau la nk percaye ke x. Btw crdt low la. Da
Ex : Im sowi, dia kata i je leh smpn. Nak tgk dlm phone i je
Me : Send 2 me now kalau betol. Br i caye
Ex : Y kena i antar? U bkn laki yg i kena share bnda2 ni. Plus if dia minta gambar u n i bg, u
suka ke?
Me : Kalau cam2 betul la u're lying. Kalau betul u akn sent it 2 me.


Well there had a few more, but i think this is enough to prove that the stupidity in this guy. He's trying to make me and my best friend fighting or argue about something that's not true. I know my best friend, in some situation, she can never lie to me. And plus the ex had try to make us argue once, during my last semester on UiTM. So get lost u son of b***h. We won't forgive u until the end of time.

2 ways how to wear a vest...(Part II)

On the last two days, i have wrote about 2 ways how to wear a vest. And this is the second part of it. Wanie my friend, had suggest me about the country style on wearing the vest. Yeah it's a nice suggestion but too bad i can't find any perfect blouse for it, so i guess maybe later, i can try to find any of my outfit that suite for that style. Well, on my first picture, it symbolize the Omotesando, one of the Japanese Street Style. Well, actually i don't really know how to different shade the style, but the after discussing with a friends, and some guide from a Japanese Street Style website, i'll classify it as Omotesando, but if i'm wrong, please correct me. This first style, i use a long hip tight t-shirt(the dark purple), the vest on the top, black shorts, and the purple waist legging. The rattan fedora on the top. Well, about the shoes, in this style, boot's will be the best combination for this style. But since i don't have any boot's at all, cause i'm not really a fans of a boot's, so i just wear a black pump in this pict. But the most suitable shoes for this style is the boot's.


Omotesando


The second style, i'll clasify it as Daikanyama, well i don't have the reason's why but i'll follow according to the web that i use to follow. Please correct me if i'm wrong. In this style, i'll wear a white babydoll inside and the vest on the top and the shorts for the pants. And i wear a wedges for this style, but in my opinion, boot's is most suitable, but wedges also in the same line but depends on the wedges type. But i'll prefer the boot's more. It's simple and just nice.


Daikanyama


This is the perfect boot's for both outfits and i found it in Forever 21 website.

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

She's soo............annoying! (angry mood)

She's so...annoying...can i vanquish her or sumthing?! She's really annoying.... I just ask her properly about when is our last day to do the hostel clearance, but she answer it in a sarcastic way. "I'm not the janitor or sumthin!" what the f**K B***H! I have been patience with this B***H for quite a long time. Every time when i ask her something in proper, she always answer it in a sarcastic way, but i still be patience and shut my mouth. We even have an argument due to her freakin B***H mouth. She always tell all those story about her bf or her secret lover. Even it always makin me feel so freakin damn bored, but i still listen to her, as a good friend. But then every time when i wanna tell her the story of my life, either about my studies, my bf or else, she seems like didnt interested at all. It seems like obviously written in her face saying that "This B***H is not a good LISTENER!". She's so SELFISH, obviously SELFISH. I'm not the only one who saying this, but also the rest. She will do something that giving her the benefits rather then helping people sincerity right from the heart. And every time when she's doing something good, she expect people to re-pay her back, doing something good deeds to her back. What the F**K! If i was the only who was a bad person, then how come can she lost 2 best friends during 2 semester while i got 2 new best friends, 1 good friends and a good bf? Well yeah, i use to be her close friends(best friend perhaps), but then she blew it. Blew the best friends sincerity. She's so selfish............ Argh......i rather have Wanie & Aiman as my close friends or best friends rather then her. I am regret to be her friends. I am. To anyone who think that she might be that person, so now you what the h**l am i thinking and please behave yourself B***H!

Monday, November 10, 2008

2 ways how to wear a vest...

Yesterday, when i just messing around with my clothes, suddenly i just some inspiration on how to use a vest. I got this inspiration after watching "Mila" video clips, title, "Aku Lebih Tahu" and also from the film "Sepi" that directed by Khabir Bakhtiar, one of the most amazing director in Malaysia right now. In the first look, i use my brown dress, wear the vest on the top, and a belt to make it look like a skirt rather then a dress. Then plus with the rattan fedora to make it look like chic. This look more symbolize to a clubbing chic.


The First look. Like a club chic.


The second look, which is more to harajuku style. I use a red tank to inside and the vest on the top. The the layer short skirt and blue pink dotted legging. Then a converse style flat shoes. On the top i use a a snow cap. This look is much symbolize to harajuku.

The second look that symbolize to Harajuku look.