Bad day...

Thanks to me, i failed my forum. Great. And my bf who should see me at the faculty on the evening after my forum, didn't show up. Cuz he's sleeping. I'm worry sick about him. Then when i reach him, i suddenly cry. Plus he hang up before saying good bye. i'm so pissed off. I miss him. So much. Gosh, my world feels like up and down. Right now i don't know what else to said. Only hoping there ome kind a miracle or sumthin. And also hope to get a guts to through all those things that happen to me right now.