Sunday, November 28, 2010

Childhood Crush

First of all, i wanna wish congrats to all of my buddies yang baru je grad siang tadi. Sorry aku tak datang convo, ade masalah dunia dengan Encik Naz.

Oh maybe you may think it's the old Naz, Nazire rite? Nope! But it's Nazrul. He was my childhood crush since i was 10 years old. I have a huge crush on him for so freaking long time. Suddenly one day, recently, i found him at FB. Then i add him. Well i didn't expect anything just hoping he could accept then that's it la. Then suddenly he msg me on FB. I'm so freaking amazed and excited. While on that night i have a McD annual dinners party. Due to excited because he msg me, then after that we exchange number and keep texting each other on the phone, i didn't really enjoy the annual dinner party. Ramai yang ajak enjoy, join the dance floor...but I'm not in mood. All i wanna be while that is with my cell phone.

He really makes me flying without wings. Gosh i dunno what else to said. It's like a dreams come true. I have been waiting for this moment for so long, and now God finally answer my wish.

Honestly he's not the typical guy that i use to date. He kindda 'mulut puaka' type of person. And aku memang selalu kena sembur dengan die especially about my appearance, sebab dia cakap sexy sangat. WTF? Sexy ke haku? Tak de makne! And one more thing, he's black. Tapi hitam manis la kate org. Aku punya taste kan memang pelik.

And now, we're kindda flirting with each other, but haven't declare anything yet. Oh and yg tambah buat aku berbunga-bunga, he said that he have a crush on me too during high school... Tapi si blacky sengal lagi ego itu tak reti nak tegur aku! Very the vavi one. Heh!

Damn!!!!!!!! And you're the place my life begins, and you will be the end, i'm flying without wings... Kali ni aku sure, aku tak bertepuk sebelah tangan lagi macam masa zaman sekolah dulu. Nak tengok rupe die? Nanti dulu...sampai masa aku show ye pict die nanti :P

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

I'm flying without wings

Gosh...i'm so freakin happy and excited and keep blushing. I feel like i'm flying without wings. Thanks for making me smile... I have been waiting for such a long time to hear you saying that. And now God have finallly answer my prayer...

Saturday, November 20, 2010

Everything is a mess.....

Everything that i do, it still remind me of you. Please go away from me. Dear memory, please go away....far far away from me. I need my life back.... I need me.. Even when i went out with Fik, or some other scandal, i still can't get you off my mind. My heart rebel. I will and want to do everything that you use to stop me from doing it. So now, i'm gonna get a belly, nose, thung and lower mouth pierce... Or maybe one or two from that... You hate me wearing short skirts....So another point... Oh what else...yeah stop contacting you... Perhaps i should purposly let you see me having a date with another guy? Or perhaps.....erm...whatever.....gosh.... I guess i'm a lil insane right now.... I better go to sleep before this things get worse....

Friday, November 19, 2010

Thanks

Thanks Eddy & Fik kerna buat aku tersenyum. Thanks Eddy even, you busy macam mane pun tadi, still ade mase tok melayan perempuan gila macam i ni. Thanks Fik cause u always be there when i need you. You're the best guy friend i ever had. Sumpah tak tipu. Tapi dalam masa yang same Eddy secara tak sengaja buat aku ter-rindu kat dia. Shoot.... Rasa nak salai je ko tadi Eddy. Tapi tak pe. Dimaafkan...
Hopefully plan nak merayap hari ahad ni jadi. Kalau tak jadi memang aku tenyeh si Arep dgn Haris, si master mind plan ni. Oh diorg cakap aku cute rambut pendek... Wah terus terasa mulut sampai ke telinga. Hehehe...
Hari tu dengan baik hatinye si Arep simpankan aku mcchiken supreme and si haris bagi oj utk bwk balik melantak time supper.....Indahnye... Thanks korang....terharu mak noks...hehehe
Susah pulak nak tido ni....
Hopefully esok Mr Chipsmore and Fik and Willy online dan melayan kerenah cik gedik ini lagi kerana dia sangat memerlukan perhatian mereka untuk mengelakkan dia dari melakukan kerja-kerja gila iaitu seperti mengamuk di public dan memukul dan menghentak seorang insan setan yang pernah buat dia terluka.
-The End-
P/S: Entry ini di tulis semasa diri ini sedang kukoo, tidak retard dan tidak juga normal.....cuma in the middle.... TQ

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha

Shoot....i should have going back home. At least cuti one day for raya. Ini tak...nak jugak rasa keje time raya... SO hamek kau.... Kan dah emo awal-awal pagi ni. Dah la kena keje pagi... Lagi snap! Sayu je hati dengar takbir raya awal-awal pagi ni.... Rase nak melalak and balik Seremban sekarang jugak je... NI mau aku buat gile karang, balik lepas keje nanti... Ape aku kesah...Seremban dekat je. 2 houus travel. Whatever it is...just wanna wish you guys Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha... Huwa....nak rendang daging....Damn.... I miss Mama.....

Thursday, November 11, 2010

Life

"In life, Allah doesn't give you the people that you want, instead, He gives you the people that you need. To hurt you, to love you and to make you exactly the way you should be"

(A friend name Rasyid who give me this meaningful quote. Thanks. I know you been following my blog. And i hope you will contact me back. I really have a things to share & to tell you. And i think i miss you too.)

I just browse some old books then i find those old quotes. I was still in high school while that. I'm kindda miss that moment.