Dear diary ku,
It's been a week since he left me. I had no more tears to cry. I miss him. I always do. But what he did to me, is far to hell. I can forgive, but i can never forget. I'm lost way for a few days.. He dump me during my exam week. So mean.. Well he did a lot's of things that hurts me, but in this case..he's far too much. Well it's ok, what goes around, comes around, what goes up, must come down. Someday he will feel the same, while i wont be there for him. But, whatever it is, there still deep down inside me, there have a lil love for him that i can never deny.
"What hurts the most, was being so close.
And having so much to say, and watching you walked away.
And never knowing, what could have been.
And not seeing that loving you, it's what i was trying to do..."
-What hurts the most by Rascal Flatts-
For the 1st time we know each other, i didnt even have any feelings for him. But then day by day after spending our time togather, there had some strange feeling appear. But i dont wanna admit it. I keep resist and resist. But now, all of sudden, when all this things happen, i've just realise, after all this time, loving him, is what i'm trying to do. I've made my mistakes and so did he, i did appologise, and now i'm still waiting from him to say a words... I miss you!
