I'm Moving On

I guess i have no feelings for you anymore. The only things that remain was just the memory. I'm moving on. I love my life. I love myself. I am with with my friends, and my favorite junior...(you guys know who). All of them are very supportive. And so as Kak Suraya and my Abg Khairul. I can live without you. You're just the memory from the past. But still, i can and will remain as your friends and no more than that. Well how i wish to have Mr D, but.........erm....

Hikayat 1001 malam...

It was fun. Danial sit right next to me. Dan dia melayan saja kegedikkan aku ini. Hehehe... Tapi dalam masa yang sama aku masih teringat. Si Afiq setan punya pasal la. Dia yang ingatkan. Dah la petang tu aku emo kejap. Worth jugak aku pergi dinner tu. At least malam tu aku happy sikit. Plus si panjang itu ade...

Tapi yang tak best, aku tak dapat nak sakat si Tera lebih2. Sebab aku janji just untuk malam tu je aku tak kacau die. I did keep my promise. Konon control perangai la sebab Danial ada sebelah. Tapi hari tu malam pergi makan kat lilin dengan Mak Jah and budak group yang tolong die showcase tu, Tera and Danial ada menyebuk, pun aku selamba je sakat Tera. Siap lari kejar2 lagi...hehehe.. Tapi masa tu belum angaukan si panjang tu lagi.

Yang menang best dress malam tu for perempuan Ili Diana & lelaki, si Diva.. Erm lelaki la sangat si Diva tu. Kenapa la diorg tak buat category untuk kaum yang sepruh je? Mesti drag habis pondan2 tu...

Erm...si panjang tu melayan je perangai aku malam tu. Tu yang seronok tu. Tapi dalam masa yang sama aku try control jugak sebab dah kena sound dengan Sabby si mulut leser itu. Oh ni ade preview some of the pict masa malam tu.

Me & Mr D pojaan hatiku...(oh ku angau lagi...)





Danial, Azie, Jeppy, Dayah & Sabby



Dgn Zul (x scandal si bola ragbi)
(serious ko tak de taste Zul, but perhaps kau hanya pandang bola ragbi die tu kot...)

Afiq (Muke cam penyangak pecah rumah tu) & King (yg mcm Teddy bear tu)

INFO TAMBAHAN:

Afiq(seperti gambar di atas) sedang berskandal dengan Mak Jijah. Dan Mak Jijah pulak setiap waktu asyik cakap pasal Afiq kat aku. Naik muak aku. Macam kau sorang je yang angau. Aku pun angau gak, tapi dah stabil dah. Ni dia setiap masa dan waktu, topiknye hanye Afiq... Oh Azie...please help me.... Wa.....Mak Jah dah kembali seperti dulu!!!!!!!

Kau memang Bab*! Dan kamu pula menengankan...

Kau memang cam gampang kan?! Aku dah mula happy, kau carik aku balik. Laknat la kau! Kau tak nak bagi aku happy ke? Pegi la layan betina2 garit kesayangan kau tu! Let me live my own life. Hari ni aku nak melegak je dengan perangai kau yang macam haram tu. Kalau ikutkan hati, kalau kau ada depan aku, i wish i could kick your balls! Mencungap kejap aku sebab menahan kemarahan.

Thank God Danial muncul. Dialah yang tenangkan aku. Nak harap si Darryl, mau aku lepuk je si kecik tu! Huh! Damn you Danial! Makin lama kau buat aku makin angau! Jumpe kau tadi buat berdegup je hati aku. Tapi entahlah... Kau tu macam tak da perasaan. Aku pun erm entahlah....

Well aku dah pulangkan balik Danial punya card matrix. Baru je tadi lepas jumpa dia. Oh God, kenapalah apa yang kita kejar tu tak dapat, apa yang kita ignore, itu yang muncul. Danial oh Danial... Kenapalah kau yang aku angau... Kalau kau pun sama macam si edie tak pe jugak. Hhuhuhu........

Membuli si pembuli

Hamek kau Afiq. Mulut kau maha puaka. Sebab tu aku dan Mak Jah gelar kau Afiq setan. Tapi rupa-rupanya kau ada latah jugak ye. Hahaha....lawak sey.... Gile tak cool. Mulut dah puaka, muka dah macam perampok pecah rumah, tapi melatah.... Serious lawak..

Semalam memang seronok aku membuli kau. Biasanya kau yang membuli member2 kau dengan mulut puaka kau tu kan? Semalam kau pulak kena buli dengan kuku pisau aku! Hamek kau...melatah sambil melompat sambil fancing.... Really tak macho babe...

Pada muke ko kena marah dengna Cik Zaki! Hahaha.... Aku yang membuli, kau yang kena marah... Hamek kau... Hehehehe

Sewaktu entry ini ditulis, si Afiq setan baru saja mendapatkan card matrix die dari aku sebab aku bawak lari..... Hehehe.......... Dan si Danial, masih tidak muncul untuk tuntut card matrixnya kembali yang aku curik pada awal pagi tadi...

Dulu aku suke main kejar2 and curi kat matrix dengan Hezron, sekarang dengan budak berdua ni pulak... Mak Jah memang dah tersangkut sket dengan si Afiq Setan, aku pulak tengah ter'angau'kan si Danial, kena sangatlah tu. Tapi aku tau tau, angau tu mesti kejap jer... Tengok la by next week, pulih la tu....

Btw, i heard a lot of gud things about him (Danial), he's so kind, he's good at aural skills etc.. He's so sweet sangat... He's almost perfect for a good guy. Oh and he's stylish........also........ Tapi yang slack nye....die berada dalam rejected list aku sebab dia bawah umur... huhuhu damn!

Tapi entahlah, hopefully masin mulut kau wani, mane tau aku and die boleh jadi macam kau and Thairy ke? Hehehe amin......

Danial

Damn you Danial! Pandai kau kelentong aku! Mati-mati aku ingatkan kau umur kau memang lagi tua dari aku. Tapi kuasa Tuhan nak tunjuk kau ni kelentong jugak kan?! Ha...amek kau! Kan aku dah bawak lari matrix card ko...

Tapi sekarang ni aku pulak yang ada masalah! Damn you Danial! Sekarang ni kau pulak yang buat aku angau selepas Mr. Chipsmore. Muka kau memang matured, dan badan ko tinggi macam galah dan itulah yang membuat aku tertipu dengan kata kau yang kau ni dah tue dari aku. Tak pasal-pasal la aku ter'angau' kat kau! Tapi aku tak taulah kali ni berapa lama pulak aku angau. Biasanya aku kalau angau paling lama seminggu dua, lepas tu, sembuhlah penyakit angau ku itu.

Damn you Danial! Puas melilau aku carik kau pasal nak bagi balik card matrix kau. Kau kata kau ada practise kat bilik cak lempong, tapi haram! At last bila aku nak pergi lab library, best je aku tengok kau dan Afiq tengah relax sambil main chest! Aku rase macam nak lepuk je kau kuat2. Tapi sebaliknye, aku just cubit kau je! Dan aku tau memang saket. Ramai yang tak tahan bila kena cubit dengan aku sebab kuku aku ni kuku pisau! Tajam..

Aku rasa macam nak main kejar-kejar je dengan kau tadi untuk tak membenarkan kau dapat card matrix kau balik. Tapi kau cakap kau ada class theory. Class cik Rita pulak tu. So sebab aku sangat respect pada cik Rita, dan aku pun pulangkan la matrix card kau dengan segera. Tapi rasa sedikit menyesal pon ada. Kalau la aku simpan card kau lama-lama, boleh kita-main kejar2 lagi kan?! Motifnye aku nak menggedik dengan kau la...sambil nak dengar si Afiq gelak evil.....hehehe Mak jah pun suke dengan gelak evil si Afiq itu.

Tapi honestlly, aku tak berminat nak scandal atau ber'couple' dengan budak faculty. Plus, kau lagi muda dari aku dan telah berada dalam rejected list aku. Tak pe, kite jadi member main kejar-kejar ye.

Damn! Kenapelah aku asyik teringat senyum kau yang sweet tu. Aku ingat lagi 1st time aku notice kau masa kat kita pergi keynote dekat lim kok wing. Kau agak stylo dari yang lain. Tapi aku just anggap kau budak-budak hingusan la sebab aku tau kau tu juniour aku.

Damn you Danial! Aku rasa macam nak curik je card matrix kau lagi! Huhuhu....

Dear All

My childhood crush is coming back to me now. Well it's not just only the childhood crush, but also the previous2 ex-bf. Well, at least chatting and laughing with them making me forget about the agony for a while. Some of them do making me smile, but some of them really make me feel so annoying!

Dear childhood crush,

There is no way I'm going to fell for you anymore due to 'KEGATALAN' that you show towards me. I expect you to be different, but I'm wrong. But it's ok, we can still be friends. Honestly you did make me smile and laugh hysterically. You're a good joker, but there something about you that i totally can't accept it. Well Mr childhood crush, i guess we can remain as a friends.

Dear Mr X J,

Please stop doing that, it's really annoying. You're trying to act innocent, but you're not. You're really annoyed me. Just get lost!

Dear Mr Memory,

You've already been part of me, and i tried so hard to let it go. But sometimes, i just can't stop it. Everything that i do, reminds me to you. I've already get used that you always be around when i need something or when I'm down. But now you already been part from the memory of past. You will remain being one of the greatest and the hatters memory that i have ever had.

Dear Mr Fik,

Thanks for being the best buddy ever. Even you kindda straight forwards sometimes and annoyed me, but you're still the best. You always be there when I'm down due to all Mr memory stuff. I'm blessed to have a buddy like you.

Dear Miss Syah,

Thanks for being my bff, but lately you wasn't always around. I really need you, but you're too busy with you studies, practical, and also you're social life. You know what i mean. Whatever it is, i still love you though as my bff. But every time I'm in a very damn critical moment, i know you always around. Thanks you so much. I'm blessed to have a bff like you babe.

Dear Miss G,

You're also just like Fik, always there. Thank you so much. Oh and the UNO game really make me addicted to it. You're a friend that i can always rely on. Thanks babe. I'm blessed to know you.

Go away

Please go away and get out of my life. Even though i there's some times i do miss you, but thus feeling will go away. Soon... Just get out of my life. Every time i remember about it, all i can do is take a deep breath and let it go slowly...with hopes that all thus memory will fade away...forever... I know I'm stronger. Just please get out of my life. And i won't cry for you anymore. That's my promise!