Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Remember.........Everytime....

After for such a long time, suddenly this song ring my bell. It's a boyband song from 90s. From 99 if i'm not mistakes. I was 10 while that. It was boyband music trend while that. And i'm one of the boyband fans. I admit that. Well actually i'm more to this Irish group, Westlife, but i'm not talking about that band songs today, i'm talking about this one British boyband name A1, which i suddenlly remember their song 'Everytime' that keep singing in my mind for this several days.

And this song also reminds me to my childhood life. Gosh i miss my childhood life. Well this song may seems for a typical teenage love, but i just like it. I just like it, that's all. Suddenly i remember the time when i was in primary school, where i use to be a tomboy, and my gangs are guys. Remember when we jump from the 2nd floor to the nearby field. Thank God i ain't break any part of my bodies while that.

Gosh i'm goin too far i guess... But this song makes me remind to my past life and that keeps making me talking about the past. Well maybe i suddenly remember this song because i try to find some ideas to wrote some poem for my love one, telling him how much i miss him. Maybe some of the words in my mind similar to this song lyric, and that reminds me to this song. Ok now i got the conclusion. Hehehe...


The young cute innocent Ben Adams


Well i guess this song is the only A1 songs that i like. As i said before, i'm more to Westlife fans. And i just open one of the A1 members website, gosh...he looks so matured... well he's the cutest before....hehehe. Well here i have some picture of him, 1 when he was young and 2 other picture is his latest picture now.



The latest picure of Ben Adams




He looks so hot in that hat. Hehehe




Everytime by A1

Saturday, January 24, 2009

Damn hot day!


I just got back from Shah Alam yesterday, and today I've already got a headache cause of the hot weather. My brother said that Seremban never rains since he got back about 2 weeks ago. And i also haven't got back home for 2 weeks cause got some activities to do during the weekends. Honestly, i feel like i wanna go back to Shah Alam now. Can't stand the heat here. Dear Allah, please bless us with the rain. I really can't stand the heat, the headache is killing me. Argh... Owe and it's been kindda long time i haven't update my blog. I can't even online on my room cause of the damn wifi connection! When i don't get the connection, i was so eager want to go online, but when i've already got it just like now, i'm blur and don't know what else to do. Huhuhu

Friday, January 9, 2009

Freakin nice......

I just listen to the other two of "Magik" songs, and it was freakin nice.... Gosh....how come did i took such a long time to realize that Nabel have such a lovely voice. Their song was so nice...so my soul. I dunno what else to said...cuz i was damn in love with the songs. Well i'm not really sure who compose their songs but i guess the basist. Cause he wrote one of the songs lyric. Well...just get all the clear info from their page.

Magik - Sewarna


Wah...i just got back home. I'm just dead when I'm at collage. The wifi connection from our new room is just sucks! Damn sucks! Ain't like our previous room where the connection was superb. I'm just dead without internet. And that's the reason why i ain't update this blog for almost a week. Well perhaps you may wondering what's the tittle is all about...right?

Well...there had this one guy, he add me on myspace. Then i saw he's online. So i just go to his page and just wanna see his pict, but then when i stop at his profile, before i open his pict album, the mp3 player play this one wonderful song. Tittle of the song is "Sewarna" from an indie group call "Magik". Then view the group profile which i got it from this guy top friend list. I was so freak out when i found out the singer and the guitarist was my faculty buddies. The singer was Nabel and the guitarist was Ardiv. Their song was so amazing. I just fell in love with that song for the first time i heard it. I'm not the type of person why easy to fall in love with any song for the first time i heard it.

Well Nabel ain't in the faculty no more....he quit i guess, but Ardiv is still in faculty and still studying. How i wish to get an mp3 for that song, but i can't..huhuhu... Well my dad was an old timer musician la... i told him this song was freaking nice and give him listen to it, and he puji ma.... my dad susah wanna puji any indie band songs or any latest songs. He said that song was nice and sweet. And Nabel voice also merdu... And it is correct.

Well there had 2 more songs from this band but i ain't listen to it yet... But you guys can listen to their song from their myspace page. Gosh....i just fell in love with "Sewarna". That song so chomel.... Hope you guys enjoy listening to it... Owe and that guy in the pict is Nabel.... The wackiest Nabel...hehehe...... And just wanna wish Good Luck to their band...

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

If everyone care...

Hidup ni rumit kan? Complicated sangat. Semalam aku sedih sangat. Geram...bila bf aku buat perangai pelik dia lagi. Aku sedih sangat and wonder kenapalah life aku ni penuh dengan sadness. Tapi baru aku realize, it just a silly sadness. Tak de effect sangat dan tidak memudaratkan pun. Aku baru baca latest post dari blog abang aku and it really touched me. Mungkin apa yang aku nak cakap ni may seems biasa atau tak penting bagai korang yang tak sedar lagi, tapi kita sangat beruntung, tapi tak tahulah berapa lama kita boleh jadi macam ni. Negara aman tanpa perang. Tak ada gunfire, bom sana-sini. Tapi korang sedar tak ada yang kat luar sana tu hidup dalam kegelapan? Huru hara, ketakutan... Mungkin kita tak pernah sedar betapa bertuahnya kita hidup di negara yang aman ni.

Well back to post abang(tittle "Bloody 2009) aku dalam blog dia, he was telling some stories about his friends. He was a Palestinian. Dia datang Malaysia sebab dapat scholarship untuk belajar kat Malaysia ni. In his post(my bro), dia cerita pasal Qasyar(his friends name), just got a bad news from his family, bahawa abang dia hilang dan kak ipar dia pulak cedera parah akibat terkena bom yang dilepaskan oleh tenteral Israel sewaktu membeli barang dapur di pasar. Sewaktu pengeboman tu, abang dia sedang menunggu di dalam kereta and now dia hilang tanpa dapat dikesan Yang tinggal hanya adik dia (Sufyan) yang baru berumur 16 tahun dan ibu dia yang dah tua. Dan dalam masa yang sama, tentara Israel sedang dalam perjalanan datang untuk menyerang di Gaza . Cuba korang bayangkan kalau korang berada dalam situasi dia(Qasyar), korang dapat terima tak hakikat bahawa korang berkemungkinan akan kehilangan keluarga...dan hidup sendirian?

Aku sangat simpati pada Qasyar tu. Aku tak dapat bayangkan macam mana kalau aku berada dalam situasi dia. Owe...lupa, sebab terlalu risaukan keluarga dia, dia mintak balik, tapi Palestinian Authority kat sini, tak benarkan dia balik due to safety, jadi dia terpaksa menderita kat sini. Siapa yang tak risau kalau dah tau keluarga mereka dalam bahaya.

Setahu akulah sejak dari aku mula faham keadaan sekeliling, tau tau je Palestine dan Israel memang tengah berperang. Sampai sekarang tak pernah tamat lagi. Berapa lamalah agaknya orang2 Palestine harus terhukum sebegini. Memang sedih, memang kesian. Dulunya kawasan Palestine tu besar sangat, tapi disebabkan peperangan, sedikit demi sedikit kawansan Palestine di rampas dan dijajah oleh Israel. Dan yang terbaru aku dengar, pihak Israel telah menghantar askar2 dia mengepung Masjid Al-Aqsa. Korang pepaham jelah, kalau dia dah kepung dia apa lagi dia nak buat. Sama ada meletupkan atau merampaslah. Tapi korang tau tak masjid tu masjid apa? Bukan masjid biasa. Itu masjid tempat rasulullah beribadah etc. Senang cerita, masjid tu peninggalan nabi kita. Tapi cuba bayangkan kalau Israel musnahkan? Apa perasaan korang?

Aku harap kita semua berdoalah, untuk keselamatan rakyat Palestine, dimana saudara se-Islam kita juga. Aku takut sangat dengan perang dan thank Allah, aku dilahirkan dalam negara yang aman tanpa perangan. Bayangkanlah kanak-kanak yang lahir di Palestine dalam keadaan perang macam tu. Sengsara nya... Harap korang sedarlah yang kita ni masih beruntung.

Friday, January 2, 2009

Inspiration...Inspirasi

I haven't sleep all night, it's all because drinking the damn caffeine. I can't sleep at all. Plus I'm going back to collage this morning, to send some of my clothes to hostel. But I'm going back alone. By train. I just read some post at Fynn Jamal blog, and I'm touched by all her words. And all her word inspired me to wrote something now.


I use to think, that love is everything
I use to cry and fall with all thus screaming
I use to think, that honesty will lead the way
But i forgot to think, about the destiny that lean to stay
For all this years i try to chase something
But i forgot, after all this years I'm still bleeding
I'm putting a big hope for too earlier
I'm stressing all the truth with a big desire
Desire that i wouldn't know how would it be
Desire that might change all my destiny
Naz was right
I'm still young, with all thus ego and pride
Still got a lot of things to learn
Without spoil it with thus curse and intuition
I'm so scared
Life was so unfair
Once again i forget
That life full of stories and thread

Dear Allah,
Please answer my prayer
Please tone down my desire
Please led me the way...
Before I'm broken down and stay...


P/S: Thanks to Fynn Jamal for this inspiration that i get after reading her post entitled "ajaran 2008". It's been quite a while i haven't wrote any poems...

Thursday, January 1, 2009

Happy New Year

Happy New Year... Good bye paradise(home) huhuu..... Welcome to Hell (Faculty) huwa........ It's already 2009 now. OMG....i will turn 20 this year....no gosh...i'm getting old.... Wa....amazed...hehehe